Killing myself tonight

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Emery's PoV

I hate him I want to die, no scratch that I will die I don't care any more I just need a few things then I can write my suicide note and kill myself.

I don't care. I want him to suffer. I want him to feel the pain I feel everyday. So he knows how it feels for once in his goddamn life he can go to hell.

As I fell asleep that night after being forcefully marked I knew one thing I was never going to talk again never ever that is a promise I make to myself. One that I will take with me to the grave.

I woke when I felt someone when someone picked me up and placed me in bed, covers over me I heard the door open then shut close and I opened my eyes.

Picking up a pen I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down my final words.

Dear family/ mate or whoever gives a shit - I'm leaving this world behind today I can't really take all this pain everyday shut up and let me die I'm only a stupid whore right now still a virgin and forever alone I'm gonna have to go away some time from you hid my pain but along my arms are my scars. The ones that are hidden beneath my sleeves the ones where I went to deep.
A rope, a gun, the razor too there is always nothing I can do to take the pain away stop with the CPR coz I will not breath save me and believe that I will still always achieve.

Love Emery xx

After I folded the letter I took a rope that I saw earlier that was well hidden under the bed out tied it into a loop and wrapped the rope around the fan and stood on a chair after a making a few deep wounds. On my arms put my grad through the loop and sent a goodbye through the pack link first blocking out my mate I screamed through my mate link at him saying goodbye before he ran through that door I was just about to jump when in come someone I thought I would never see again with another person I never thought I'd see...

Erica xx
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