Fuck guys, I'm only on the second chapter and this already has 800 reads? Since when was I that popular omf. Also I'm uploading this a day early cause
I'm that awesome (I'm also just making the chapters be what chapter it is lol)
Dans POV
When I woke up, I looked over to the clock. 6:30 am the flouresent display red.
I step out of the hospital bed, noticing a pink jumper and white skinny jeans on the foot of the bed. I put the articles of clothing on and then looked at myself in the long mirror on the door. After examining myself for a couple seconds, Dr. Knickbocker walked in with a nurse with long blond hair and blue eyes. She was wearing a white skirt and white blouse with a name tag on it that read 'Anna Sawyer' .
"Mr. Howell, we are here to take you to the mental ward" when Kevin said that, I cringed. They don't need to make it sound nicer. It's a mental hospital. I get it. You don't need to beautify it.
I reluctantly complied, grabbing my belongings and walking out the door. We soon entered a silver lift big enough to fit 2 Queen sized mattresses. Kevin pressed the button for the 13th floor and it lit up like a Christmas tree. Some cheesy elevator music started playing, and he began humming to it, as if it was his favorite song.
"Thirteenth floor" an electronic female voice said as the doors opened. I followed Kevin and Anna out of the lift, now walking down a long hallway.
The floor smelt like a mix of genaric hand soap and baby powder, a surprisingly calming smell. You could here quiet chatter coming from the hospital rooms and quiet beeping. There was a little boy playing checkers with a old black man. They seemed so at peace. Not what you would expect in a mental hospital.
We soon arrived to a white door with a little rectangular window on it. Dr. Knickerbocker opens the door and motions for me to go in.
"This is where you will be staying Dan" He chirps out .
The room had a big window all the way across the left wall with one twin bed on each side of it. On the bed farthest from the door, a girl who looked around my age with dyed blood red hair in a pixie cut was sitting. She was wearing a beanie that read "Saving people hunting things the family business " , black converse (without laces, just like my own boots) , and a black and white blouse. I figured she was who I was sharing a room with
"Since its Saturday, you won't have to go to any classes until Monday. I will see you again then as well. Have a nice day Daniel" Kevin then left the room with Anna, leaving me alone with my roommate.
I stood there for a moment , taking in my surroundings. I guess I was doing that for too long cause that's when the girl said something
"are you going to say hello? " She asked, looking towards me
"S-sorry I was just examining our room. " I looked down at my doc Martin clad feet, nervous as hell
"it's okay! Sorry if I came off as harsh. So what's your name, pastel boy" I rolled my eyes at the nickname she seemed to call me, but didn't really mind
"Hi. So my name is Dan" when I said Dan, I made two '(' signs with my hands. She giggled at that
"well hello Dan, my name is Em. Short for Emily. But the only people who really call me that are the new doctors and nurses and substitute teachers" she grinned. "Oh and if you didn't really notice all ready, I am complete emo slash supernatural trash."
"Same" I replied, letting out a slight chuckle.
"well don't be shy, sit down on your bed! "
"okay Em"
I sat down on the white bed, looking over at Sam. She was absolutely beautiful. Her eyes were this light blue color that contrasted with her pale skin.
"You have really beautiful eyes" I say, giving her a smile
"Well thank you Dan, you don't look that bad ether. "
"thank you Emily" A slight blush paints my cheeks
"So what are you in here for?" She asks, staring straight into my eyes
"Let's just say a couple kids at my school had a problem with me being pansexual, and would beat me the fuck up. I couldn't take the bullying anymore and overdosed on Prozac " I bit my lip after I said this, a silence taking over the room.
Finally, she spoke up "I know how you feel." Em took a deep breath " At school people would make fun of me for my weight and sexuality. They would throw sharpened pencils at my head and push me around like a rag doll. About 3 months ago, I attempted suicide by jumping off of my school. I was in a coma for 4 weeks and was in intensive care for 3. Immediately after I got out of A&E they took me here. " She began crying into her hands. I walked over to her bed and wrapped my arm around her and pulled her in for a hug. We stayed there for a moment, enjoying each others warmth. But we soon pulled apart, to my dismay
"thank you Dan" she told me, slightly smiling.
"Anytime Em"
"D-do you want to watch some supernatural? I-Its on in the rec room.... There is a marathon on right now? "
"Sure thing Emily"
Maybe being here won't be that bad after all
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A/n
Okay so my thumbs hurt a shit ton rn. Oh and if you haven't noticed, Ellie is me ik so creative . I'm sorry if my depiction of a mental hospital is not accurate, I am only basing this off of my friends experiences and the book it's kind of a funny story. Love you all and I'll see you next week!
edit// this is 2018 ellie informing you that i have now been in a mental hospital and so im editing out romantiations aaaa . also, my shit writng lmao
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