So this is a bit of a filler- ish chapter, as not much happens but its still kind of important. Its v short though ( 550 words to be exact)
Dans POV
I woke up to the sound of rhythmic beeping and a slight pain in my head.
"Why am I not dead!" I thought to myself. I opened my eyes to see flickering flourecent lights on the ceiling and doctors standing around me. I was in fact in a hospital. I begain balling my eyes out , illegible words coming from my mouth.
"He's awake!" One of the doctors say, then steping away from the bed. My mum and dad immediately walk over to the bed , crying as they look at me.
"Daniel... we didn't know t-that you were going through t-this..." My mother says with sorrow.
I bit my lip "its okay... the bullying just got to me, you know. Getting beat up intill you are coughing up blood as you are called an emo faggot is no fun" I let out, blinking back tears. "When will I be going home?" I asked ,looking up at my parents.
My father sighs "Well...they want to keep you for a month in the mental ward, since it seems as you have been self harming as well" he says as he looks into my eyes and then over to my mum. "And me and your mother agree. You will be taken care of by my good friend Dr.Knickerbocker"
"What!?!" I yelled out , mouth open with surprise "But I'm fine dad! I-I feel better now!"
"We have already signed the papers, Dan! You will be going there tomorrow morning. Trust me and your father, its for the best" My mother says in a stern tone, hand on my shoulder.
"But what about school... Don't I need to go?" I questioned
"Your school work will be sent to the hospital, okay?" My father answered with obvious annoyance in his voice.
"Ugh fine"
"Good. We love you Dan. We will miss you" they both said in unison.
"Kay, bye"
With that they walked out of the hospital room , now only with a bunch of random doctors and nurses.A lean man with a bit of scruff and dark brown hair with a widows peek jaunted toward my hospital bed, holding a clipboard and a stethoscope around his neck.
"You must be Daniel Howell. I'm Dr. Kevin Knickerbocker. I will be your neurologist." The man said as he shook my weak hand.
"Hi..." I replied, nervous as hell
"Its about 11 pm at night right now, so you should get some sleep. We will be moving you into the ward first thing in the morning" Kevin said as he looked straight at me.
"Oh okay" I was very tired all ready, so I was glad .
"Good night Dan." And with that he was out of the room , leaving me alone with the demons inside my head.
I got up and slipped off my hospital gown, changing into the clothing my parents had brought . I laid back down on the bed and shut my eyes , resting my head on the only pillow on the bed.
What the fuck did I get myself into I thought to myself as I drifted off into sleep
What the fuck did I do?
A/N
Yo its Ellie with yet another update! I will try to update every Monday , but it may change due to school starting in a week (ew) so yeah. I thought I uploaded this chapter a week ago but wattpad was a huge douche and privited it for some reason. Love you all byeee
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