HOLY SHIT! WE HIT 3K READS! I am so FUCKING happy rn you don't even know. Also, I'm sorry for not updating, I was grounded and had not phone so I couldn't update ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ love you all so here's yet another shitty chapter
Dans POV
The smell of pancakes filled the room when I woke up, Em's voice chiming into my ears
"So paint it black and take it back, and shout it loud and clear. Defend it to the end we hear the callll!" She sang as she danced around the room
"What are you doing?" I moaned out, noticing the pancakes on the table "And what time is it??"
"8 am! " she says, putting on a Panic!At The Disco shirt
"Why in the bloody hell is there pancakes in here? " I question, sitting up
"Phil brought them in from the diner down the street. He must really like you"
"oh"
"Your meds are on your plate don't worry. Along with another love note" she puts emphasis on love note, as it was a word Dora was trying to teach me.
"Shut up! " I say as I throw a pillow at her
"I'd rather not pastel boy"
I sat up and took my meds, gulping down some water with it. There was yet another note next to them, on a pink stickynote this time
Your a fucking beautiful creature, Dan. I want to be the one that shows you that it is true
~Phil ^_-
I blush and pick up the flower that was sitting next to the note, placing it next to the one from yesterday.
"What does Phil look like anyways? " I say, still looking at the note.
"Black hair with a streak of dark blue in his fringe. Snake bites, tattoo sleeves, a dragon tattoo on his neck. He also has gadges, which is pretty cool." Em tells me. " Did a bit of investigating and found his tumblr after the last time I was here. He usually looks more.... professional here....i'd show you a photo but we aren't allowed to have phones here" She frowned
"That's okay!" I quipped back
I began to think about him. Imagine him. He sounded so perfect. I let out a sound of satisfaction.
"You all right there there buddy? " Em chuckles, referring to the sound I had made.
"Let me get back to you on that"
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"So how you feeling today , Dan?" Ms.Hartfield asked me in an overly chirpy tone
"Fine , I guess..." I replied , biting my lip
The room smelt of lavender air freshener and hand sanitizer, almost singeing the end of my nose hairs. The pea green shag carpet looked as it was stained with coffee and koolaid, color fading drasticly. The walls were covered with motivational posters and "inspirational" song lyrics, such as a pin board with the whole entirety of "the climb" by Miley Cyrus and a painting on one wall that had a rainbow that said "somewhere over the rainbow".
"Kill me" Em mouthed at me, taking her fingers and pretending to shoot herself as Ms.Hartfield looked away
"Same" I replied, pretending to slit my throat
I took a sip from my Winnie the Poo Dixie cup of koolaid, savoring the taste of fake sugar and fruit punch flavoring.
Bored out of my mind, I looked over at the clock '12:56' it read
"Thank god I get out of this in 4 minutes" I thought to myself
"Since I have a meeting in a moment, I will let you out early" Ms.Hartfield exclamed "You're dismissed"
As soon as I heard that, I rushed out the door to my room that I shared with Em. As I walked in there, I saw a black haired man in a navy blue smock and pants to match
" Who are you?" I ask, walking towards the figure
"Oh! Um, I'm Phil... The one who was leaving your those notes..."
I stood there in shock, now mesmerized by his blue eyes with tiny gold specks
"Hi" I let out , looking up at him. He was at least five inches taller than me, a perfect height.
" Sorry if you want me gone I'll go-"
"No, tis' fine"
He sat down on the bed, taking a deep breath. I sat next to him, thoughts running through my head
"So ... You got my notes."
"Yeah...I guess"
"Everything I said was true, you know" Phil said after a moment of silence, returning to it immediatly after saying what he did
"Thanks"
"So..." Phil starts "Would you like to join me on a trip to the cafeteria to get some ice cream? I got some from the parlor down the street, its in the kitchen freezer"
"I would love that, Phil"
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5 minutes later, we were laughing our asses off in the lounge where all of the nurses and doctors eat.
"Did you really tell her that?" I say between giggles.
"Yep!"
We burst out into yet another fit of laughter, gripping onto each-other.
"Do you want some more ice cream, my lord?" Phil said in a horrible french accent
"Sure, my love" I said back in an equally - if not worse- bad french accent
Phil takes the metal scoop and serves me another whopping serving of the delicious peppermint flavored cream (A/n: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)) I take my spoon and taste the icecream, moaning at the taste of it.
"Wow, I didn't know you were loud" Phil flirts, winking slightly.
"You wish"
"Phil Lester to room 315. Phil Lester to room 315" The lady on the intercom states
"I guess I have to get going" Phil sighs
"Okay..bye." I say, blushing a bit.
Not thinking about it, I plant a kiss on his cheek.
"I-I should get going..." Phil quickly states, rushing out the door
Sighing at my stupidity, I walk out the door, going back to my room
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"How was your datttteeee" Em singsongs when I get back to the room.
"For one, it wasn't a date. And second of all, good until i decided to kiss him on the cheek, causing him to run off"
"Aw im sorry" She stated "I bet he was just nervous. How about we watch some spn to get your mind off of things?"
"That would be great."
A/n:
I hope that was as fun to read as much as it was to write! I am sorry for not updating for a month, as I was grounded and ugh. Please comment what you think, I would appreciate it v much! bai!
~ Ellie
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