~Johnnie's POV~
--Playlist--
Better Off Dead-Sleeping With Sirens
Caraphenilia-Pierce The Veil
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You're useless.
Worthless.
Ugly.
A waste of space.
Kill yourself.
No one will notice anyway.
My bottom lip trembled as I collapsed on the shower floor crying. I was having trouble breathing and my vision was blurry with tears and water.
Why did I feel this way? Why is there another voice inside my head? Why can't i just die?!
That sounded nice. I'd finally be at peace. I could be away from those mean people, away from this cruel world.
You could be with your dad. Do it Johnnie. Do it. The only person who cares about you is your mom, and even she hardly cares.
Without thinking, I grabbed the shampoo bottle and my mom's razor. I put the razor on the shower floor, and took the shampoo bottle and threw it at the razor. The razor broke and the blades flew out. I took one of them with a shaky hand.
I put the blade against my skin. I cried out in pain. I cut about twenty times on my left wrist. Jeez, the feeling actually started to feel comforting.
That's it, now go to sleep Johnnie..
I woke up days later in a hospital.
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