Ours (boyxboy werewolf) on hold

Chapter 9

A/N: I just want to say I'm sorry, you'll understand at the end.

Luca's POV

I stared out of my window, my mind drifting to my dads and Luce.

I do love them, I do it's just. I don't know. I can't help the way I act to them. I don't deserve them, I don't. They deserve so much better than me.

I wish I could change the way I've acted towards them but- my thoughts were interrupted when a pair of arms were wrapped around me.

"Hey." A voice whispered in my ear, sending shivers of disgust down my spine.

"What do you want?" I asked turning around to face Jer.

"What, can't I talk to my boyfriend?"

I hate him so much, so much that I want to kill him, and I'm not a violent person. But he blackmailed me. He said that if I wasn't his boyfriend and that if I don't act like a dick to my dads and sister then he would hurt Blue.

Even just the thought of his name would make me want to just push him against a wall and mark him. I know he's my mate. I have since the day I met him, that was also the day I met Jer.

"Don't you dare think about him." He growled in my ear grabbing my wrists in a painful grasp that will probably bruise later.

"I'm sorry." I squeaked out, I couldn't help it. I may be of Alpha blood but he is massive, and he is a were as well, but only a warrior, who I will soon find the courage to get kicked out of the pack.

"Baby," he muttered in my ear whilst biting it. "I really love you and your body so much, every time I see you sweet little butt I just want to have my way with you, if only you weren't all hung up over Blue." He muttered whilst he started trailing kisses down my neck. "I want you." He whispered in my ear.

I don't. I thought, but didn't voice that thought or it would only make it worse.

"Lie down for me." He demanded as he pulled his trousers down and the his he took his top off. "Strip first."

I stripped of my clothes and then lay on his bed feeling really exposed and scared.

"Good boy, I'll be ready in a second." He muttered whilst rummaging through his trouser pockets. "Found it." He held up a condom. "We don't want to catch anything."

He rolled it on.

I stared at the ceiling all through it with tears running down my face. Why did I let him do this to me? Why?

"Enjoy yourself you little slut." He spat at me.

"Stop it," I shouted at him. "Your hurting me."

"I don't care, did you honestly think anyone cares for you anyway."

"No, but you don't have to do that." I shouted before running away from him to my clothes and pulling them on. "If you ever, and I mean ever talk to me again I will castrate you and then I'll pull out your guts and leave you hanging upside down." I threatened.

His face paled and he nodded really quickly.

"And don't even think of talking to Blue or even touching him."

"Okay." He muttered.

"Good, now fuck off and leave me alone." I shouted before storming out of the room and slamming the door behind me.

That's when I broke down. How could I have been so stupid. I let him do that to me so many times, he stole my virginity, that's the one thing I wanted for my mate. To be able to give them that. But he took it away and I can never do that now.

My thoughts drifted to Blue. He is the most amazing person I've ever met. He may be small, and I mean small like 5 foot 4 inches or maybe even less, but he has such an attitude and he has the bluest eyes I've ever seen with flecks of violet in them and his hair is dyed a violet colour and it compliments his eyes so much.

I'm so in love with him.

It's like my dads, they are so cute to each other and I love that.

I should probably go home now, it's getting late.

I walked in the door to see my dads and Luce sitting on the couch watching a movie. Luce looked my way when she heard the door open and smiled at me, I tried to smile back but then my tears started again and I ran to my room.

Kai's POV

"Daddy, Luca just ran to his room crying, can we give him cupcakes now?" Luce asked us.

"Sure we can baby, let's go get them." Seth answered her.

"Yay." She cheered grabbing Seth's  hand and dragging him to the kitchen to get the cupcakes for Luca.

"Cmon lets go." Luce cheered.

We walked up to his room and got to the door and knocked on it.

"What?" He asked opening the door with tears staying his face.

"We made you cupcakes." Luce smiled.

He looked at her with love shining in his eyes, habit his mouth said something different.

"I don't want your stupid cupcakes." And slammed the door closed.

Luce dropped the cupcakes in the floor before bursting into tears and running down the stairs and out the door.

"Luca open this door now." Seth shouted banging his fist on the door.

I heard a smash and started panicking.

"I hate you so much, I hate you. It's all your fault." Luca screamed.

"Seth, open the door, open it please." I cried.

"Luca we're coming in." Seth shouted.

"No don't, please don't." He cried.

Seth pushed his shoulder against the door until it fell down and the sight shocked us.

Luca was sitting in his bed in his boxers, his skin red raw, bruises forming on his wrist, tears dating his face, his knuckles bleeding and his mirror broken.

"Luca..."

"Leave me alone." He shouted.

"Please talk to us." I whispered.

"Leave me alone." He shouted louder.

"Luce." Seth screamed from downstairs.

"Shit." I whispered before running downstairs.

"Where is she?" I asked him.

"I don't know."

"Oh my god, where could she be." I cried.

"What's happening?" Luca asked his voice cracking.

"Luce.." I muttered before stopping.

"Where is she?" He asked pulling a tee on and pulling a pair of trainers on.

"Where is she." He growled.

"I don't know." I cried.

He ran out of the house with Seth and I following him.

"Luce." He shouted again and again as he ran.

"Where is she?" He muttered before he stopped at the sight of a car.

"Oh my god, it's Jer's car." He muttered. "He wouldn't, who am I kidding he would." He ran faster to where the car had stopped.

A small lump got bigger and bigger as we got closer.

Luca screamed, his voice full of pure agony.

"No no no no." He kept muttering over and over again as tears stained his cheeks.

"What?" I asked but stopped as I saw that the lump on the road was actually my daughter and she was covered in blood.

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So yeah um this happened.

I think y'all understand why I said I was sorry.

Anyways,

Love ya's, byyyyee xx