Two Different Feelings.

Chapter 5 - The Moment

                               The morning sun hit my eyes like if it was a lazer. My alarm clock went off and I pushed it off the nightstand. Today was saturday but also extra math and health class. Only math A is suppose to go for the extra math classes but Travis is in my health class with Sammy and Kimmy. I stood up from my bed and grunted when I noticed my mother had opened had opened my curtins for some odd reason. The only thing on my mind was the the question Lucas asked me, I didn't know if I should say yes or if I should say no, I was of course on birth control due to my mother but what if I do something wrong? Lucas has had sex with more than 5 girls, once in 7th grade I overheard that he had a threesome with two girls then he exposed them with a sex tape they made in the beginning of 8th grade. To tell you the truth, no one has heard from them. My mother walked inside my room to only see me laying down with my phone

"Not going to Saturday school?" she was picking up my clothes from the floor. 

"Do I have to go?" 

"You do know these Saturday classes would help you in college right?" 

                                     I just shook my head and stood up from my bed. While I was brushing my teeth I was just looking on how I did my eyesbrows and how my hair looked. I was actually just trying to show my inner Isabel that most people wanted to see. Then my mom walked in the bathroom and dropped my case of birth control pills on the sink. My heart jumped up because I had stopped taking them and I knew she would end up finding the case which I was hiding under my tv stand which is pretty much a bad hiding place if your mom is the one who cleans your room. She just stood there and I tried to brush my time even longer. 

"Stop trying to stall time! Why did you stop taking them?!" 

  I spit the toothpaste out and started picking at my teeth "It's not like I'm having sex mom." 

"How would I know? From Monday to Saturday you leave this house at 8am and come home around 5pm" 

"And? Doesn't mean I'm having sex." 

"Take your pills Isabel" 

                              She walked out the bathroom and slammed the door behind her. I grabbed the pills and threw them in the garbage can. Why I have to take pills for? It's not like Lucas wouldn't know when to pull out or even yet, I wouldn't even fuck him to say the truth. Well maybe I would, I really don't know. I walked to my bedroom and saw a pill on my dresser with a cup of water. Jeez my mother is taking this birth control thing to another level. I took the pill and dropped it in the water, yeah getting rid of it in a smart way. I looked through my closet for a cute outfit to wear. I grabbed a pair of pink capris and a button down shirt. My mother drove me to school since on Saturdays the yellow bus wouldn't work for us. When she dropped me off I saw Lucas walking into the school. 

"Ok bye mom!" 

"wait did you -" 

"yeah whatever mom" I'll get screamed at by her later for cutting her off 

                             Lucas saw me walking to my locker and he ran towards me which made my stomach hurt. He ran in front my locker and smiled at me. His eyes were glowing like usual and his body looked so good with those clothes on. Yes I think he looks like a God even on his worst days, why couldn't I just stop being such a dumb fuck and just say yes to him. Sophomore year was going by quick and if I don't have sex with him before the year is done, I'm stuck as the highschool virgin. I know what you're thinking (but you said you don't care) well now I do. Lucas literly asked me to fuck him, he asked me in a text message, and I haven't replied to him because I'm such a wuss.