Two Different Feelings.

Chapter 3 - Is he catching feelings?

                           Everything has been crazier for me since I told Lucas that Travis wants to have sex with me. All 1st period I have heard people talking about how Travis is a manwhore and a two timer and everything he probably is. Well lets just be glad about one thing, and that is Sammy not being here today. If she was well I would've have to deal with her crying and nagging about how Travis broke her heart and all those stupid break up relationship lines. How I feel? Like a stupid friend, like I don't deserve to be her friend. You may be thinking *but you didn't even fuck him yet* okay but that doesn't make me a bad friend for not telling her or even telling him how stupid he sounds for wanted to have sex with me while he was dating her. He was making this year get even crazier. 

                             The time for 2nd period was running out, and I was hoping the time could slow down a bit or maybe I could have an excuse to not go to 3rd period. The bell rang and I banged my head on the desk. Third period was up now, God do I hate this period now. Why? Well because Lucas is in this class, yes Math with Lucas. I used to use this class to daydream and drool over his beauty but now I'm scared to go to my favorite subject. I started to think when I was standing at my locker, why nobody has spoken about me, how come nobody has said that I'm a slut or all the things highschool people say. Lucas was the only one to know so if the whole school is talking about it now, that means he started the gossip but didn't mention me. I closed my locker very slowly trying to take up as much time as I can to get to class late. Everybody started going to their classes very quick which gave me the cue to run into into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and started to think. How would I be able to sit in class when he sits right in front of me. Well yes I have been doing that since September but now its different, I actually am his sex partner plus we have math group together. Is it just me or did Sophomore year get harder? The bell rang its second time which meant class has begun. I had Mr. Jeffer as my math teacher and trust me, he hated anyone who came in late. Anyone who comes late gets sent to Math B, which is for the lower learners, their teacher is Ms. Kess, damn she's rude. I headed towards math and saw Lucas right in his seat 

   "Any excuses Isabel?" Mr. Jeffers is like a judge seriously 

  "Oh, I was in the bathroom, but if you wanna kick me out, I can go now." 

"yeah taking a shit" said some dude in the back 

"wrong timing, plus how would you know Pervert." I rolled my eyes 

   "Get to your sit Isabel, you're lucky we haven't started yet." 

                Yeah aren't I lucky. I knew I should've stayed a little bit more in the bathroom. I walked up to my sit and sat down. A few people let out giggles and pretty much waved at me. Uh am I missing something? Nobody has ever waved at me during school, yeah that's a forever alone type shit. Mr. Jeffer walked up to the board to begin the lesson when there was a knock on the door, suddenly a few students walked in. Oh yea Ms. Kess wasn't here today. So that meant Math B had to join Math A today. Right in the group was Travis. Oh yeah forgot to mention, Ms. Kess class was also known as Travis' class. Where's my luck today? Once he walked in all the talking stopped and everyone looked at him. 

          "Look, it's the two timer." Said one student 

          "Sorry but no girls want to have sex with you in this classroom" said another . 

           "Ok ok class, lets be quiet now. Travis sit on that empty seat right there." 

                 I dropped my head on my desk and felt everyone's eyes on me. The seat Mr Jeffer was pointing at was the empty seat right next to Lucas, right across from me. Why must this happen to me? 3rd period use to be my only way of getting away from everybody, then came lunch and the rest of theday I had classes with Travis, Jayson and Sammy but today I had to be stuck with Travis before my other classes. When I held my head up everyone was still staring at me and Travis sat next to me. Thats when I sat up straight