Two Different Feelings.

Chapter 11 - A Little Help From Death

                After I had been let out of the hospital I would stay in my bedroom just staring at the wall. My head has been hit so hard that sometimes I just faint and then wake up by hearing the voice of this man. I had dreams of a man dressed in black, his hair was straight and shoulder lenght. He had told me that revenge was a thinkable thing, The lust for blood had been flowing through me more than anything, I have no idea why though. Kenny and I haven't broken up, I wasn't planning on breaking up with him even if Sammy did it once again. The other day I went on a double date with him, Kimmy, and Riley. It was fun for a moment til I started getting really dizzy and their voices and laughter just echoed in my head, I started seeing their confused faces, Kenny asked if I was ok but I didn't answer. I stood up and started walking towards the exit but it looked like 4 doors to me, confusion was how I was feeling, I felt a heavy weight on my head and I fainted. 

               After being awaken by screaming and horrible noises, I woke up in a room, it was dark and there was cages around me but I was laying outside of them. More screams of agony filled up the room, I covered my ears but I could still hear them, I screamed and curled up. The screams just made my ears pop, I started to cry and tried to look around but everything scred me. A man gave me a hand and lifted me up. He came closer to me and I started to shiver, he whispered in my ear and his whisper calmed me, it was a soft and loving whisper but it was also confusing. He looked me in the eyes, his red but yellowish, it scared me but at the same time calmed me. This was very confusing and I didn't know what in the world was going on, the screaming at gone but when I looked around I saw the people screaming but their screams were muted. The man put his hand up and lowered it slowly and I fainted again. 

" She was never meant to live, kill her, Isabel kill her, make her suffer for the pain she brought to you. Nobody would care what happens to her, just do it."  

          I quickly opened my eyes and Kenny's adorable eyes were just staring at me. Pain quickly rose up my body and I let out a scream. He held me which made me feel safe but the words of the man kept repeating in my head. Why did he want me to kill Sammy, why, I wouldn't do such a thing to her, yes she's a bitch and should suffer but not like that. I should confront her in front of many people to make her feel the way she should but I shouldn't kill her. Riley helped me into the car and I slept on Kenny's lap, he kissed my forehead and told me to dream nice things but least did he know the horrible nightmare forming in my head. 

           **Sammy was hiding in her closet and I looked through her cabinets for a good knife to kill her, but when I tried to kill her she kicked the knife out my hand and I pushed her so hard against the closet wall and she fell down, soon after I appeared in a hospital room standing over her, she was sleeping and I cut the iv cord. I smiled at her and she opened her eyes. I whispered to her and her eyes grew at my silent words. She tried to cry for help but I covered her face with a cloth, she kicked and kicked, her blood came up through her iv and it looked beautiful. The kicking stopped and the beep noise caused me to fall in agony."  Then I woke up. 

             Riley listened to me while I told her the dream and she was really into all of it then asked me a question that caused confusion again, 

"Did you meet him?" 

"who?" 

"the man in black?" 

"what? Who's the man in black?" 

"idiot, he's causing all of these dreams, you have to fight against these thoughts or you're gonna kill Sammy" 

"I wouldn't kill her" 

"Thats what you think." 

            During school I stared at Sammy and the voices started echoing in my head. She looked at Kenny in a lustful way and he looked at her too. Jealousy was all that grew inside of me, they're partners in science and always work together, who knows what they do. I began to think of her dying and seeing her blood on my hands, a grin grew on my face. The lust that was inside of me was not me but I loved it, I wanted to end her, but then again what she did wasn't that horrible. Was it?