7 Mile

Chapter 8

"YOU FUCKING CHEATING MOTHERFUCKER!!!!" I instantly woke up to being slapped the fuck up!!

"YO WHAT THE FUCK KIM?!" I pushed her away from Aja and quickly put on my fucking pants while holding her back! SHIT!

"WHO THE FUCK IS SHE?! GET THE FUCK UP OUT HIS BED SLUT BEFORE I BEAT YOUR FUCKING ASS!! YOU CUNT! YOU CUNT!!" She tried hitting out at me again put I grabbed her arms and pinned her while Aja got dressed and ran for it, "GET THE FUCK OFF ME YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD MOTHERFUCKER!"

"WE BROKE UP! YOU TOLD ME WE WAS FUCKING DONE!"

"SO YOU GO AND FUCK SOME LITTLE BITCH IN LESS THAN TWENTY FOUR FUCKING HOURS?! AFTER THREE YEARS MARSHALL?! THREE FUCKING YEARS HAVE MEANT FUCK ALL TO YOU HAVE THEY YOU FUCKING FUCK! GOD!!!!"

"WE KEEP FUCKING BREAKING UP! I DONT WANT THIS SHIT NO MORE! WE CANT NEVER JUST BE HAPPY! LAST NIGHT SHE MADE ME FUCKING LAUGH! AIGHT? AND SHE MADE ME FEEL HOW A FUCKING WOMAN SHOULD MAKE ME FEEL!"

"OH YOU DIDN'T?!" I hopped away from her lunge,

"HIT ME AGAIN AND I WILL FUCKING HIT YOU BACK!"

"COME ON THEN?! BIG FUCKING SHOT OVER THERE! THROWING YOUR DICK ABOUT! IM GONNA GO AND FUCK ONE OF YOUR BOYS!"

"FUCK WOULD YOU SAY THAT FOR YOU FUCKING BITCH!!"

"BECAUSE IM GONNA HURT YOU LIKE HOW IM HURTING! I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU! I can't fucking believe you..." She dropped onto my bed holding her face. FUCK!!! What was I gonna say? Fuck could I say? My body bubbled with, hurt, regret, guilt,

"FUCK IS HAPPENING TO US!" I raked my fingers through my hair in distress with myself!

"There is no us! You really fucked it up this time Marshall!" Deep down I knew this was the best shit for us but no! I couldn't have that! I fucking couldn't do this shit without her,

"Kim... Kim please"

"No!!" She held her hand up to me, rejecting me as I approached her, "You don't get to say shit to me no more!! You've fucking absolutely torn my heart open, I never, neeever thought you would ever cut me this deep Marshall, never"

"It meant nothing!! Fucking nothing! You gotta believe me! You want me to beg? Aight I'm begging! Look, Kim look at me! Please!" I got down on my knees in front of her, I'd never felt so fucking weak and desperate in my whole entire life but I couldn't let her go. She wouldn't look at me let alone answer me! "Kim... the.. the thought of loosing you tightens around my throat, I feel like I can't fucking breath, you been the only source of stability in my life and I need you... fuck I need you"

"Marshall.. I don't.. I don't wanna hear it" now both of us were crying as I cupped her hands and sat beside her,

"I'll fucking beg and plead with you until you can forgive me man I swear. You want me to move into your granny's wit' you then I'll fucking leave here, you want me to quit going to the shelter and the shop on the weekends to be with you then fuck it, I'll do it"

"I'd never fucking ask you to do that, don't be stupid"

"I'm goddamn serious, I mean it Kim, I can't loose you"

"If I mean this fucking much to you then you wouldn't be fucking somebody else before we could even patch things up! The thought of being with another guy makes me sick! I'd never do you that way! I would never want to hurt you like that, look at you, you're actually pathetic, I'm not doing this! You've slept with another girl Marshall!! How am I supposed to forgive you for that? Huh! You have made me look like a fucking idiot! No! I'm done with all of this, us. I deserve better than this! After all these years I stood by you, supported you! Rode with you! I can't look at you! I can't! Get off me!!"