I walked out the hospital doors and into the chilly night air. I found Zayn sitting on a bench looking down at the ground with his head in his hands and I walked over to him. I stood there for what seemed like forever before he finally spoke.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” the anger and pain he was feeling very apparent in his voice. I wanted to say something but I couldn’t form words. I just looked at the ground and bit my lip. “Did you think I couldn’t handle it? That I would have been a bad father? Did you think I would have left you?” I remained silent and just continued looking at the ground. “Well say something!” he yelled startling me. Never once had he ever yelled at me, tears threatened my eyes and this time, I let them fall.
“What do you want me to say?” I asked, my voice cracking and tears streaming down my face.
“I just want to know you didn’t tell me. You had to have a reason.”
“It seemed like the right decision at the time. You had so many dreams and goals and a baby would have just held you back. I couldn’t live my life knowing that I ruined yours.” The tears continued to fall. He looked at me with tears in his eyes, he was crying. I had never seen Zayn cry before, not even when I left him, he was always so strong in front of people.
He let out a breath and shook his head, “ruin my life” he said with a hint of humor in his tone. “You thought you would ruin my life? Jessie don’t you get it? I wanted to be with you, I wanted to get married and one day have a family with you. I was in love with you.”
“I’m sorry Zayn, I told myself you would be better off without us. I know now that it was wrong, but we can’t change it and to be honest I’m not sure I would if I could. But now you know.”
He crumbled to his knees in front of me and hung his head “I just wish I could have been a part of her life” he whispered.
I crouched down in front of him and put my hand under his chin and lifted his face up so his eyes met mine. “I know Zayn, and I’m so sorry, but she is here now and if you want to be a part of her life than you can. She absolutely adores you and I trust you to be a great father.” His tears had stopped and he now smiled at me. “And you can start by getting up off this dirty concrete and going back in there because I know she would love to see you.” I smiled at him and his grin widened. When we stood up I stumbled and almost fell back down but Zayn reached out and grabbed me. I looked up and his beautiful hazel orbs were peering into mine.
Zayn’s P.O.V
She looked up at me with those gorgeous blue eyes that I had fell for all those years ago and at the moment our eyes met all the feeling I once had for her came flooding back. I was over whelmed with emotion that I didn’t even think about the consequences of my next move, I just did it, I leaned in and smashed my lips against hers’. I didn’t care about anything but her and Emma and the moment. I had spent countless years thinking about her and how I let her walk out of my life. I should have put up a fight; if I had she might have stayed. If I had known about Emma I would have made sure she never left me. If only, if only, but all that didn’t matter now, I had her back and I was never letting her, or Emma, get away again.
Perrie’s P.O.V
Zayn and Jessie had been gone for a while and I was starting to worry. I it wasn’t that I didn’t trust him, because I did, It was HER I didn’t trust. She was all too eager to let me take Emma clothes shopping, I’m sure it was because she wanted to get him alone. I was usually a very laid back and easy going person but where I come from you don’t mess with another girl’s guy. After 10 more minutes I decided to go investigate, I walked in the direction where Zayn had stormed off. I can to the large revolving glass door and headed outside figuring that’s where they were, and I was right, but I was shocked at the scene in front of me; Zayn and Jessie were bloody making-out. I gasped and the obviously heard me because they stopped and their heads turned to look in my direction. I lips began to quiver and tears began to fall from my eyes uncontrollably. “How could you?” I screamed at him and he began to walk towards me.
“Perrie I’m sorry I-” I cut him off before he could finish.
“Zayn how could you? And with this tramp none the less! She isn’t even pretty!” I didn’t care who heard this, and I damn sure didn’t care if I hurt her feelings, I was anger and hurt.
“Perrie it’s not-” Jessie tried to explain but I interrupted her, I didn’t want to hear it.
“Shut up you bloody skank. You did this! I knew you were trying to steal him from the moment I saw you in his hotel room!”
“Don’t talk to her like that!” Zayn yelled at me angrily. He was taking her side? How dare him!
“You’re taking her side? I can’t bloody believe you!” I couldn’t take this anymore I was done “Well I hope you have fun with your slut and her bloody brat of a kid!” I could see the anger well up in his face and I sure as hell wasn’t sticking around for the outburst. I turned around and walked off towards my car to leave.
Jessie’s P.O.V
I couldn’t believe that had just happened, I didn’t mean for her to see us plus he kissed me. After she walked off I was so angry that I slapped Zayn across the face. I didn’t mean to but I was so angry, no that he kissed me but that he let Perrie see. “What the bloody hell was that for?” he said holding his face in agony.
“I’m sorry” I said sympathetically “I was just angry. I can’t believe her; she brought my daughter into this! She better hope I never see her again or I will fucking kill her!” I was fuming; nobody talks about my kid like that!
“First off, watch your language. Second, don’t worry about her” Zayn reassured me kissing me on the forehead “Now let’s go back in, I’m sure Emma is freaking out” I nodded my head and we walked started to walk in. Right before we reached the door he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers.
