After 3 days me and Zayn were allowed to take Emma home. As usual, when we walked out of the hospital, we were swamped by an enormous amount of fans and paparazzi. The paparazzo were asking Zayn questions about me and Emma and the incident with Perrie. The fans were all screaming at me and Zayn, some nice things and others not so much. I tried to ignore the bad comments as much as I could. Zayn answered a few questions and signed a few autographs while we made our way through the crowd and to the limo.
We got in the car and we decided it was best for us to take Emma back to my apartment since the fans and the paps didn't know where I lived. We told the driver the address and he put it in the gps. My house was about 2 hours away from the hospital, guess I better sit back and relax. Everything was pretty quiet for a while and after about 30 minutes Emma fell asleep. I took the opportunity to talk to Zayn about the situation. "Soooo, what are we gonna do?" I asked him nonchalantly.
"What are you talking about Jessie?" he said with a puzzled look on his face
"I mean about Emma. She's yours and it wont take long for the paparrazi to catch on. especially if you are always with us, which i assume you will be"
"I don't really want to worry about that right now Jessie. You are back in my life and all I care about it taking care of you and Emma. If the paparrazi find out oh well. The real fans will be excited for me. I just need you to know that being together wont be easy. You will gets alot of shit from the fans and not everyone is going to like you. But the boys and I love you and we wont let anything happen to you and Emma. I promise" he cupped my face in his hands and gave me a kiss. I smiled and just nodded. I couldn't believe I let him go all those years ago. Well I have him back now and I have no intentions of loosing him again.
After what seemed like forever we finally reached the house. Zayn picked up Emma and carried her inside and laid her down on the couch. He picked up the remote and turned the TV on the news channel. Perries face popped up and she was talking to some news reporter about her and Zayn. I walked in and sat down on the couch. The reporter asked Perrie if her and Zayn were done for good.
"No me and Zayn are still together. we talked everything out. he told me it was all a mistake, the baby isn't even his and he doesn't want her. I am the only woman for him. In fact I have exciting news, me and Zayn are now....engaged!" she said holding up her left hand and revealing a long diamond ring that looked to be about 3 karots.
My eyes got wide and I tried to hold back the tears but I couldn't. I looked at Zayn and started yelling, "how could you!! You just told me you loved me! I'm the mother of your child Zayn! I thought we were back together but obviously I'm mistaken!" I was crying uncontrollably.
"Jessie it's not what you think" but I cute him off.
"I don't want to hear anything you have to say Zayn, just go. I knew this was a bad idea. I wish I had just left after the concert instead of going back stage."
"Please just listen to me she's lying"
"Just get the fuck out Zayn, I never want to see you again". He started to cry when I said that.
He went to walk out the door but turned around right before he left. "Fine Jessie believe what you want. You wont even let me explain so fine I'll just leave. Just know I love you and Emma. You have my number if you change your mind." and with that he left. I watched the only man I will ever truly love walk out of my life for the second time.
There you guys ago, after a year I finally updated. But I am happy to say that I got my laptop fixed and will be updating more often from now on. It was kind of hard because i had no idea where i was going with this story a year ago. But i promise i will do my
