When we pulled up to Liam and Niall's flat I told Liam to go ahead and take Emma in, he nodded and did so. I stayed in the car, I couldn't move, I was numb both physically and emotionally. Never in our entire relationship had Zayn ever showed any agression towards me, never even raise his voice to me. But, in the last week he has put me in the hospital and raped me. I don't know what has gotten in to him. This new Zayn scares me and I don't think I can be with him anymore. I still love him with all my heart but I have to think about what is best for me and my daughter. It might be best that me and her move back to America and get as far away from Zayn as possible.
There was a knock on my window causing me to jump and shriek. I turned to see Niall standing outside my door, I reached over and opened it stepping out. "Um why were you just sitting in the car all by yourself? Don't you know that's dangerous?" He look at me like I was crazy.
"Yeah I just um wanted to be alone. Not feeling to good" I lied through my teeth and I knew he could tell.
"You aren't a very good liar." He chuckled "Now what's really going on?" He said getting serious again. I couldn't take it, I broke down. I told him everything, about Zayn raping me and my plan to move me and Emma back to the US. Niall just held me and told me everything would be okay.
"First thing tomorrow I will book us a flight and we will go look for you and Emma an apartment in the US. I will pay for everything until you are able to get a job and pay for things yourself." Word's couldn't describe how much this meant to me. Niall helped me up off the concrete when we were sitting and we walked inside.
When we got inside Liam was playing "Princess tea party" with Emma. She had on her Rapunzel dress with her tiara and a couple costume rings. Liam had a feather boa wrapped around his neck and a tiara similar to Emma's on his head. The were sitting in the floor and Emma was pouring him a cup of "tea" with her disney princess tea set Liam had bought her from the disney store while I was in the hospital. The scene was just too cute, I quickly snapped a picture and uploaded it to instagram and twitter, tagging all the boys so they could see it. Immediatly my phone started blowing up with notifications from both twitter and instagram. I was not in the position to deal with any hate comments that might be on there so i just turned off my notifications and put my phone away.
I hated to interupt this cute-fest but we had an important matter to discuss. "He Liam, we need to talk." I said seriously but not rudely. I walked over and picked up Emma and carried her to the couch sitting down with her in my lap, Niall and Liam took the seats on either side of me. This was more of a grown up matter but it did involve Emma so I wanted her to hear it. "So I was talking to Niall and I think it's best that me and Emma move back to the US. There have been too many issues recently and I think me and Emma need to get away from the spotlight. I love you guys and I know it's not your fault that girls send me hate, but I can't have Emma growing up in the environment. Tomorrow me and Niall are going to LA to look at apartments for me and Emma, I need you to watch her for me till we get back. It will probably only be a few day trip and if you need to you can take her to my mothers. But, do not let Zayn know about this." Liam was a little upset but he knew it was what was best for me and Emma right now. He agreed to watch Emma while me and Niall went to LA. I don't think Emma really understood what was going on, which was fine, I didn't really expect her to.
The next day Liam drove me and Niall to the airport. We were swarmed by fans and papparazi, all I could think was "God I can't wait to get away from all of this". I knew by tomorrow rumors would be floating around that I was now dating Niall and we were going on a couples vacation. Oh well, I didn't really care what those people had to say. I knew that truth and that's what mattered. We got to the terminal for the boys' private jet and I hugged Liam goodbye and I kissed Emma and hugged her goodbye.
We walked through the long hallway to board the plane. Once we got on the plane one of the stewardesses took my carry on and put it in the overhead compartment. I went and sat down in my seat next to Niall and awaited take off. About 30 minutes later the captain came over the loud speak and told us we were ready to take off and to please buckle our seatbelts. 20 minutes later we were off the ground and on our way to LAX. Gosh this was going to be a long flight, might as well get some sleep. I leaned my head over on Niall's shoulder and closed my eyes, about 5 minutes later I felt sleep taking over and everything went black.
