Color-Blind - An Alternative Universe Jacksepticeye Fanfiction

Chapter 2

~ The key to love is understanding, the key to understanding is not being afraid to love ~

Sean's eyes fluttered open as he woke up. He squinted as the sun shined into his eyes. He looked over to the clock and immediately swore. It's 12 o'clock, I've just lost so much recording time! Fuck. He quickly climbed out of bed, only to fall flat on his face with his covers wrapped around his feet. Sean rubbed his face and sighed as tear slipped down his face. She lied to me, she said that she didn't have a significant other. Four years, she lied for four years. I guess it's easy to keep living a lie when you never see the person you're lying to. Pull yourself together Sean, she's gone. No more pain. She's gone. She is gone. She's really gone now, forever. Sean sat up and pushed himself against the bed frame. He buried his head into his hands and silently cried. I'm alone again, all alone. He sighed and wiped his tears away, properly stood up, and started his day. Started to continue living a lie.

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"And I will see you, in the next video! Video, my poor voice." Sean hit the end of the recording and exited out of the game. "Check that off my list, just like 500 more to record before Indy Pop Con." He groaned and instantly started to get ready for the next recording. "Let's get this done with. Top of the morning to you laddies! Welcome back to HAPPY WHEELS!" Sean threw his arms up in the air and turned around in his spinny chair. *Clack* "Huh? FUCK! God fucking damnit, Are you fucking kidding me?!" Sean grabbed his now spilt coffee cup and smashed it against the ground. The glass mug shattered on the ground, covering the floor in tiny glass shards. Sean stood up and ripped his keyboard out of his computer and slowly slit to the floor, his back against the wall. He hugged the keyboard against his chest and cried. He cried and cried and cried, until he had no more tears to cry. "What am I doing? I'm so pathetic, so stupid. So, so Sean." *Buzzzzzz buzzzzz* Sean looked up and grabbed his phone off his desk, he got an email. He slid his phone to unlock and opened the email.

To: jacksepticeye7@gmail.com

From: mer101gmx@gmail.com

Subject: Please read before judging

Hello, my name is Miranda Aherne. I'm 24 and am currently living in the U.K. You'll probably mark this off as a crazy fan trying to contact you but I am being serious. Yesterday I came across one of your videos. Believe me or not but I saw colors because of you. I saw your eyes, the bluest blues. I'm sorry if this seems creepy but if you do not mind even testing it I've attached a photo of myself. Sorry for being a bother.

- Miranda Aherne

Out of curiosity Sean clicked the attached photo and instantly he saw the color orange, her hair was such a vibrant orange. It was so beautiful and vibrant. Sean pulled his eyes away from her hair and focused more on her face. She had tiny freckles and a quaint nose. She's so beautiful. He went back to the email and clicked reply.

To: mer101gmx@gmail.com

From: jacksepticeye7@gmail.com

Subject: Re: Please read before judging

Hello Miranda, I was very shocked to see your email to say the least, and to be truthful I did not believe you. As you may or maynot know, My name is Sean, not Jack and I do get frequent emails stating that they are my soul mate but I never reply. You are the first person who has attached an image as proof. Orange. Your hair is so orange. I would love to meet you face to face but I cannot afford any travel expenses at this moment. Maybe after Indy Popcon? Thank you so much for contacting me. I look forward to seeing my soulmate.

- Sean Mcloughlin (Jacksepticeye)

Sean's finger hovered over send and he took a deep breath. I can do this, I can do this. His finger pressed down on send and watched it as it loaded up to send. This is good. This is change. Sean smiled and got up, got one of the spare keyboards he kept as backup, plugged it in, and started again.

"Top of the morning to you laddies! Welcome back to HAPPY WHEELS!"

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Sean smiled as he clicked stop recording. This is the happiest he has been in a long while. He smiled and began to open up his editing software and processed his recordings into the system. He did simple cuts and outro for all of his videos. He exported the now finished videos onto his computer and set them to upload to Youtube at their respected time. Once he had finished all of his work, he turned on his phone again and left his office. Sean went over to his kitchen and quickly made a microwave dinner for him to eat. I'm going to have to go shopping soon for food. Maybe after Indy Popcon. He unlocked his phone and checked his email to see if Miranda had replied. Nothing, nada, nope. She had not replied yet. Sean sighed and exited out of his email and decided to go onto Tumblr to clear his mind. He fawned over the wonderful fan art his fans made for him and it brought a smile to his face. Sean grabbed his dinner and began to eat on the kitchen counter as he continued to scroll through his tag on Tumblr. He eventually looked over to the clock and saw that it was nearing 2 am. He sighed and once again checked his email for any answer, when he saw that there was none, he locked his phone and headed up to bed. He plugged in his phone on his bedside table and rested his head on his pillow, smiling before he fell asleep.

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