Chapter 11
(Warning: This chapter is mostly messages, do not read if you don't like.)
"Let him know that you know best,
Cause after all you do know best."
From: Flaming and Faking
I can't do this anymore baby :( im sitting in my room and i'm thinking of ways to kill Louis. He deserves it i hate him so much im crying i just. I think I love you though....Is this scary for you? Don't fucking leave or I'll kill myself right now.
From: CleverUsername
No, baby, its fine. love you too. I think I might be in love with you but I just dont know right now. Don't hurt yourself, though. I'm terrified....There is a thunderstorm and I hate thunderstorms.
From: Flaming and Faking
So does Louis. Do you mind if I compare you too? I know it may be weird but I just really love you both and you two are so much alike. I just really love you. But he's terrified of thunderstorms and normally he comes into my room to cuddle but I guess since he found out I'm some emo freak who cuts himself he hates me now. Doesn't even want to talk.
From: CleverUsername
I'm sure he does want to talk. Why don't you go out and ask him if he's okay? Maybe he needs you and is scared to bother you
From: FlamingandFaking
NO I hope he fucking dies. I can't deal with this anymore. I just wanted him to love me. Am I that ugly or annoying or awkward that he couldn't even go on one stupid date with me?
From: CleverUsername
Maybe he doesn't know......
From: FlamingandFaking
It's pretty damn obvious. I'm sure all the other boys knows as well. Hell, their are people who have entire blogs dedicated to mine and his love. like FUCK I just love him, I'm shaking. I need him now
From: CleverUsername
Sorry.....Why don't you tell me about Louis face? I know that always makes you happy.
From: FlamingandFaking
Fine. His face is perfect. Especially when he smiles. I love his smile. I think I love his tummy more, but you said to talk about his face. Erm. he has a cute button nose. And his eyes crinkle SO MUCh when he smiles and it makes me happier than anything. I just want to kiss his pink lips and see his face light up when he sees me. Now his face is always filled with disgust when he sees me
From: CleverUsername
I'm sure it isn't disgust...Worry, maybe? I'm sure he's worried about you.
From: FlamingAndFaking
If he was worried, the first time I tried to kill myself he would have known. He should have known
From: CleverUsername
Maybe if he knew he would feel guilty....I'm so sorry. I'm sure he would care.
From: Flaming and Faking
Louis has only ever cared about himself. He wouldn't want to save me even if he knew how. All he cares about is his sisters and his fucking girlfriend Elea-whore. I hate her, I just can't. If Louis didn't love her so much more than me, I think I would actually be her friend but no.
From: CleverUsername
Baby, calm down. Please?
From: FlamingandFaking
No! I can hear Louis in the other room texting someone, probably Ele-whore and he's probably being super sweet to her and he's probably fine and she's comforting him in the storm. That's MY job. It's my job to comfort him. I'm sure he's freaking out.
From: CleverUsername
You know what you should do?
From: FlamingandFaking
Kill myself because I'm an ugly faggot?
From: CleverUsername
Go comfort him.
I heard a knock on my door, and my phone flipped out of my hands as I was jittery. "L-Louis?" I looked up at a crying Harry. I nodded, holding my hands out and he rushed over to me, crying against my chest. "I can't...Louis...I..." He stammered, so I just shushed him and rubbed his back.
"I don't know what's wrong with us...How did we.....I lost a friend somewhere along in all the bitterness" he sobbed finally, holding on to me tightly. I layed us down, holding him tightly to my chest tightly. "Listen, I know what's best for us. We just need to start talking...You need to tell me things."
"And everything is going to be okay. We're going to be..... okay."
Hello my curlies!
So, the power went out and I was on my laptop and I didn't have internet so I was like "Let's write!' So I wrote this and couldn't update because I couldn't go onto Wattpad but here it is! I totally know where this story is going now, so watch out because it's going to be dramatic and you're going to get so much Larry feels. Also, I hope you noticed how much of HTSAL lyrics I used in this chapter.
Check out my new Harry!Ballerina story and my Future!Larry story too please!
Remember to vote, comment, and fan!
XX
YOU ARE READING
How To Save A Life (Larry Stylinson)
Fanfiction"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. Bu...
