Werebear?

decisions

"oh hell no" i muttered at the guy standing now in front of me.

"what?" Luka said confusion lacing his voice but also alcohol was on his breath, he was usually reserved, shy , maybe its the alcohol or the fact that I have been gone but him being so...so ballsy was just weird. I turned to walk away and get something to drink when he pulled me back by my wrist. 

"aneyka what is it?" he said. It was weird, I had shifted, he has shifted but yet I didn't feel any pull or smell a distinct scent of repulsion and apparently he did not either ... or did he?

"nothing I just I am not used to you acting like this." I said truthfully.

"well I am not sure when you are gonna run off and leave me again so I gotta do something while you are here" he shot back at me. I will admit that it hurt but he was part of the reason I left him, cheveyo, Erik and just everybody i was so done with everyone what was every males problem nowadays anyway? 

I yanked my wrist away and walked out of the house in need of some fresh air because all of this was just becoming to much. Where was a mate when you needed one? if I found my mate already all of them would have to back off then i could just deal with my family, me being "special" and everything else. 

Life was literal shit.

"Hey"  someone said sitting down beside me, I believe his name was joseph, he was a grade lower. 

"oh no not you too" I said putting my head in my hands.

"what? you think I am one of these testosterone boys chasing after you? honey sorry to say this but you arent my type." he said laughing. my face turned bright red.

"ohhhh" I said now thinking about it he came out last year at school when he asked a senior out that turned him down, shame. 

" I just came out here for a smoke and saw you sitting here thought maybe you would like some company?" he said looking for amused at my embarrassment.

"only if you let me bum a cigarette off you?" I asked more than said.

"you smoke?" 

"not usually but i really need one tonight." I said exhaustion filling my voice. I was so tired, life was insane especially right now and all I need is a moment to relax with someone not all in my space.

joseph handed me the cigarette and a lighter. putting it to my lips i inhaled sharply through my nose before lighting it. This was only the second cigarette I have ever smoked, the first was when i was 16 and going through my rebellious stage. I handed him back the lighter and said thanks.

"so talk to me, tell me about what boy issues your having" joseph said smirking

" they are all just so aggressive and they try to claim me but none have even bothered to ask what I want or even put in an effort to know me, or really date me and for all they know I could have turned into a psychopath but that seems to evade their attention its all 'whose the alpha, whose got the girl' it is like i am a trophy or a competition but they dont actually care." I huffed out ashing my cig. before taking another hit off it.

" well what do you want?" joseph asked.

"love,respect, caring, the dream every girl wants" i said looking down.

"then show them what they are missing, show them that your not just a trophy that your  more than what they think of you as, show them you  are not property" he said slowly.

" you know what ? I will.I will show them a modern bad girl sandy from grease" I said smiling to my self. I finished my cig. and stood up.

"thank you joseph" I said 

"no problem honey anytime" he said chuckling.

I walked back into the party looking for aneka so I could go. as I got closer to the door I heard yelling which would be normal if it wasnt for the fact that they were yelling "FIGHT " over and over.

I ripped the door open to see everyone standing against walls chanting as Luka, cheveyo, Erik and someone else I couldnt see were basically having an all out brawl.

As the door hit the wall everyone stopped yelling but the boys kept fighting knocking over lamps as they went.

"ARE YOU FUCKING SHITTING ME RIGHT NOW?!" i yelled but it was as if they couldn't hear me. thank god everyone at this party was a shifter or I would be in so much trouble for what I am about to do

"RRRRRRRRAAAAWWWWWUARRRRRRR"  I let out the most unladylike like shifter growl ever but hell it got them to stop and they all looked in surprise at me. 

"You all are fucking idiots" I said sternly turning  and walking to my car forgetting all about aneka.

I got in the car and sped off to my house. If it a competition they want then I will show them that this is the fucking Olympics and I am no prize they can win just by fighting over whatever they want to. 

authors note! 

so I can not even excuse for my lack of writing other than my life has just taken a turn for the crazy. meaning that my biological father and half brother thought they could just pop back up in my life after 16 years of not being there ( I am 16) and they think everything is just peachy but oh hell no. so anyways I am making it my goal to update everyday for 7 days starting with this short chapter but hell thats more chapters than I have posted recently so will all love and respect like,share,comment,and vote for the story my loves!