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It's about time to film another video, and I want him to be in it. I want to try and confess. I want him to know....
*Caspar's P.O.V.*
Lately I've been just trying to push my feelings to the back of my head. At least for now. I just know that I really don't need to be dealing with all of this confusion, even though I know that no matter what I'll do, I can never forget it.
'I can never get that dream out of my head, where we kissed.' I remember, sighing as I once again lay on my bed facing the ceiling.
'It felt so real, most likely because I've replayed it a thousand times, and have been wishing that somehow it'd happen.
'Although we all know it wouldn't. Even if he did have feelings for me, it's not like he'd ever tell me.
'Or maybe he would.'
My eyes widen, and I jump up to sit on my bed. "That's it!" I silently scream to myself, "I just have to keep reminding him that he can tell me anything, even if it's about me!" I probably should stop talking out loud, "And if it's not that he is randomly in love with me," I pause, falling back onto my bed.
"I guess I'd get over it."
*Joe's P.O.V.*
Coming out was one of the best things I've done, but what happened after completely overthrew the whole "Coming out" with Caspar, since now I'm in love with him...
Well, I got some advice from Zoe. She said that I should wait a while, try and read any signs or clues to how he feels, and go for it whenever I feel is the right time. She gives some pretty damn good advice, even though if I was just thinking straight I could have thought of that aswell.
How many times do I have to look at his face and know that my actual secret is still hidden?
And then Caspar randomly barges in my room while I'm staring dramatically out the window.
"Joe, I really need to film another video and I want you in it with me. Because fun." He blocks my vision from the window with his torso, and then bends down to put his face right in front of mine.
"I guess 'fun' is a good enough reason for me!" I smirk, tossing aside my insane-ness for a while.
He stand up straight again and falls over on my bed, getting ready to discuss what our video will be about, as the sun's rays pierce my eyes, so I squeal a bit and fall onto Caspar. I look him in the eyes, and we both burst into giddy giggles as we get comfortable on the bed.
Casp' and I take a deep breath, with ridiculous smiles on our faces, and face each other while we sprawl out all over the bed.
"So, Joe," Caspar asks me, getting out his phone. "You wanna do a Q&A?" He looks at me, sending me the 'message' with his eyes.
"Oh! Since all of that happened, we're sure people have questions for us." I reply.
"Exactly!" He grins, and we both begin typing out a tweet for everyone.
...
"Hi, my name is Caspar Lee, and I am obviously here with my favourite roommate," Caspar says while pointing to me.
"And your only roommate." I add, looking at the camera with dramatic shrug.
"Yes, Joe, that's because I don't need anyone else here." He gives me a goofy grin, and I can just imagine that he'd edit the video with it zooming in on Caspar's face while playing Silent Night as I'm giving him an unentertained look.
Him and I start cracking up, and eventually we continue on what we're 'supposed' to say.
"Well, we've decided to do a Q&A!" I say as I lift up my phone, "Mostly because we can't think of anything else!"
Caspar chuckles and yells, "So, let's get to it!!!!!" Followed by an obnoxiously loud, "WOOP!"
We take a few minutes to scroll through all of the tweets to find good ones.
"Ah, Casp'! This is a good one." I tell him, and he nods, ready for the question.
"How do you like your marshmallows? Fresh, golden, or burnt?" I say, looking at the camera, and then at Caspar.
"Ohh, well. Everyone thinks I'm insane for this, but I actually light them on fire. And then eat them." He looks at the camera with a big grin.
"Yeah, after you flail it around in the air while in flames."
"I know! It's fun though." Caspar pouts at me, and I chuckle, remembering all of those times his marshmallow, which was engulfed in flames, accidentally went flying off of the stick while he was whacking it through the air.
We answer a few more questions, do some dares, and at one point we end up acting a few scenes from Twilight, and messing up because we can't keep a straight face.
You know, as crazy as every other Jaspar Q&A.
But then comes time where we apparently start to pay attention to the questions of what fans actually want to know.
Caspar looks down at his phone and stops scrolling to read a certain comment. "Hey, Joe." He says with a teasing tone.
"Um yes??? Did you find a question for me?"
He gives me a slightly sly grin, "Yep. Now you have to answer, okay?"
I roll my eyes and smile, but my stomach already beginning to feel those god awful butterflies that make me sick,
"Okay, Caspar. Ask away."
"Do you have any feelings for..." He pauses, as my face goes pale. "For Caspar? Me?"
He looks at the camera with an evil smile, even though he has no clue what this all has been putting me through.
"Something like that." I just look at the camera.
I can feel Caspar's eyes glued onto me, and that's when I think to myself, or who knows, I might have said this aloud too.
"Oh, shit."
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THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg (Jaspar fanfic)
Fanfiction'THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg' I type into the computer, taking a deep breath. Joe and I glance at each other, and then back at the computer screen. "This is it..." Joe whispers to me, tucking his legs close to his chest and resting his hea...
