Haallllooooooo (I suggest you watch the video!!!!! Either now, or after you read this :P If you only want to see the important part: Pay attention closely to 0:27 - 0:32)
I'll update at 1K reads >O<
And 40 votes and 40 comments :3 (Either one) (I'm working my way up) (Plz share everywhere you can I'd love you forever) (Once again, dedicating to the person with the best comment or most comments <3)
I'm lazy okay..... :3
JK I have life to do
AKA hanging out with my bf
THANKYOUFORLOVINGMEENJOYYYYYYYYYY
*Caspar's P.O.V.*
Only about 60,000 views on a video that was uploaded without my editing. I was so embarrassed, and I guess I've always been into Joe. I just never really knew it, until a while ago. It's just so insane. This morning I looked up the video and re-watched it. It was so fucking obvious that I liked him. I literally suggested to put a hole in the wall to kiss him. I was out of my mind, but now, it doesn't really matter. We know we love each other to the sky and back. Well, beyond the sky. Beyond the universe. He is my best friend, best roommate, and best boyfr-... Nevermind, almost boyfriend. Maybe. I don't know.
I have no idea if he wants to go public about it. Obviously we aren't just going to confess our love to each other and completely forget about it and pretend like it never happened. I want to do so many videos with him, about us.
Maybe I'm a crazy romantic, but I'm freaking in love, and I have been since who knows when.
Possibly those crazy moments where I pretended to leave Joe, like in those prank videos. Seeing the real hurt on his face thinking that I was leaving him as roommates really did make me question my feelings for him. I always wondered if maybe he had a thing for me too, but then I quickly dismissed it and knew it would never happen.
I've always kind of secretly felt self conscious about having tourette's syndrome as a kid, and even though it's not a big part of my life, I couldn't imagine someone fully loving that part of me.
But, I was proven wrong.
"Hey, Joe?" I rub my eyes and sit up on the bed.
"What is it?" He replies crankily as he rolls over on his stomach, making me uncontrollably smile knowing that he woke up still completely fine with the choice of sleeping in the same bed as me, and not just because there's only one bed. And for a completely different reason.
"Ahh, um," My brain takes a few moments to gather up the words I'm actually trying to say, because, yanno, tiredness. "Oh, um, what are we gonna do about the fans?"
"What the hell are you talking about?" His voice is muffled by the pillow.
"Um, what are we going to-"
"OH, RIGHT!" He flings out the sheets, apparently just now remembering what I'm talking about. "Well, I obviously want to tell them. And our friends. That'd be nice." He starts to calm down and get sleepy eyes again, staring at the wall.
I sigh of relief and he wanted the same as me. "The fangirls will be so happy." That's all I can really think about right now.
He giggles a bit, and looks at me, "Yes, they will. And I will be so happy, too."
I smile back at him and lay my head on his lap because that's the only reasonable thing to do at the moment, well, nevermind. That's just what I did. It's not really reasonable at all.
***
*Joe's P.O.V.*
Casp' and I arrive at our regular lunch place, the one we haven't actually been to in a few weeks.
I wonder if this is a date... I would love it to be a date. Then again, I kind of always wondered if these lunches would turn into dates. Just like a love sick little puppy, exactly like one. Always waiting for that moment that I thought would never come.
"Right this way, sirs!" The waitress takes us to the seats outside that we always request.
We both thank her and sit down across from each other.
"Do you know what I can get you guys to drink?" She smiles at the both of us.
Caspar looks at the menu and sets it down, "We both actually know what we're getting also. Right?" He asks me.
"Yeah, we come here a lot." I smile, also setting down the menu.
She gives us a genuine smile because she won't have to come back a million times to keep asking us if we're ready. "Okay, awesome! So, what can I get you?" She asks me, then Caspar.
We both order what we usually get, and our smoothies come first.
Caspar takes out his phone while I'm sipping up my strawberry smoothie, and I think he's taking a picture of me.
"Um, Cas'. What are you doing?" I start to blush and I set down the smoothie.
"Oh, nothing.... Check your twitter notifications." He smiles evilly and begins to drink his smoothie.
"Alright," I nervously giggle and take out my phone and go to his twitter page.
"Smoothies with my love" Is typed along with the picture of me, with my eyes up to the sky, drinking my smoothie, oblivious to the fact that he's stalking me from across the table.
It has thousands of retweets and favourites in just a matter of seconds, like always, but this one has a shit ton more than he usually gets.
Blood rushes to my face and I can't help but smile like a fool. "Oh my god, Caspar...." I start to laugh. "Thank you, that was a great picture." I grin at him, enjoying gazing at his perfect face across from me.
"Awww, you're welcome, Joe. I thought you'd like the picture." He chuckles, and we eventually get our food. The whole time, having amazing conversation, like always. Oh, how I love this boy.
We both sigh full of food loving love as we both take our last bite of our food at the same time.
"Damn, like always, that's amazing." He smacks his stomach and laughs.
"Best food ever." I reply, and we grab our unfinished smoothies, and walk back inside to pay.
Just as we are walking out the door, Caspar reaches his hand over to mine and intertwines his fingers with mine, and my heart starts throbbing as I die from happiness on the inside for a little bit, until I calm down, but of course, still squealing in my head just like one of those fangirls. Damn, those fangirls. I finally understand you now.
"Hey, Caspar?" I look at his gorgeous blue-grey eyes, realising that if I want something done, I just have to do it myself.
"Yes, Joey?" He looks into my eyes as well, which causes my pulse to quicken.
Just do it, Joe. What are you waiting for? ... "Just be my boyfriend already." I finally let out, relieving a huge breath that I've been holding.
And I swear Caspar's eyes are the widest I've ever seen in my life.
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THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg (Jaspar fanfic)
Hayran Kurgu'THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg' I type into the computer, taking a deep breath. Joe and I glance at each other, and then back at the computer screen. "This is it..." Joe whispers to me, tucking his legs close to his chest and resting his hea...
