THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg (Jaspar fanfic)

Chapter 7. "I Just Wanna Hear You Say It."

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*Joe's P.O.V.*

I feel Caspar's eyes burning holes through my head as I just stare into the camera.

"So, um, Casp'. Should we continue the video?" I ask him, trying to completely ignore what I just blurted out.

"Joe..." Caspar replies, while looking at me and rubbing the back of his neck with a slight smile, as I can see in the reflection.

"Yes?" I turn my head towards him a little bit, but I can tell that I've started blushing like hell.

"Did you just say that you..." He pauses a moment, looking down at the floor and covering his mouth with his fingers.

I look back at the camera, way too embarrassed, and his eyes widen as he looks back up at me.

"Joe, we're getting this all on film." He says a bit worried.

"Haven't you ever heard of editing?" I chuckle, in giddiness, and he does the same.

"Well, so.... Wait. You, you..." Caspar says, looking around the room and smiling like a fool. "Um, you know... You blank me, right?"

I shake my head at his perfect sentence. "Cas' you could fill in that 'blank' with a thousand words."

"Yeah, I know!" He pouts. "I just wanna hear you say it."

I turn to him with my jaw wide open. "Why?!" I say, trying to hold back the laughter from the insane situation.

'I feel like this is exactly what every kid goes through in middle school.' I think to myself while smiling, remembering those times.

"Just do it! I have something to say, too." He looks at me with those big eyes that I can't resist to get lost in. And then rewind what he just said. 'I have something to say, too." I uncontrollably gasp.

"What!? What do you have to say!!! Casp' you say it first, please..." I say with a little bit of a shaky voice, and having to grab onto the end of the bed or else I'll most likely fall off.

I can't bring myself to look at him in the eyes at the moment, even though I can tell that he wants me to.

"The night of the party, when we danced and such," He begins. "Well, it was really fun..."

"Is that it?" I ask him, raising my eyebrows and looking down at the floor.

"No, of course not." He looks at the camera as he keeps on remembering that it's recording, but just ignores it.

"Then what is it?" My heart races in my chest.

"I had a dream about it." He continues, but my mind is too caught up in everything that it just trails off.

'Come on, Joe. You can do this.' My gaze travels around the room. 'You can do this. You can tell him your feelings. Just do it. I know I have it in me. Just say it out loud, and whatever happens, happens.'

I faintly hear Caspar talk in the far distance, even though he's sitting right next to me. "And we were dancing, and um."

'Joe. Just do it. You have nothing to lose. Well, besides having Caspar as a roommate if everything goes wrong and then all of the fans will be heartbroken- NO. Joe! Shut up. Stop. It won't go badly. It will go amazing. Somehow.'

'Okay, so, all I'll do is just stop him from talking, look him in the eyes and say, 'Yes, I have feelings for you.' because he pretty much already knows.'

'Perfect plan? I think yes.' I smile to myself, toss aside any negative thoughts, and look him in the eyes, stopping his words.

"Caspar."

He looks me in the eyes, and yells a bit out of excitement, I think, "Yes?!"

I take a long pause, to think about all of the words I will say next. Which was probably a bad idea to take a long pause, but well, I did it anyway.

"Oh my god, Joe! Please just say it, I am dying over here."

Taking a deep breath, ready to say everything, suddenly every word I could possibly say, gets wiped from my mind, leaving me with only one little thought that could lead to everything I've wanted, or end everything right then.

But I did it anyways.

Right then, in that moment, I smiled to myself, and to Caspar, put my hands on his perfect face and pressed my lips right up on his.

Yep, I did it. I finally kissed Caspar Lee.