THE COMING OUT CHALLENGE ft. Joe Sugg (Jaspar fanfic)

Chapter 10. "That Was A Video, Caspar. This Is Real Life."

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*Caspar's P.O.V.*

"I can now call Joe officially mine" I tweet with the biggest smile on my face, and within second it gets thousands of favourites and comments. I guess they're happy for me. And they should be, 'cause I'm fucking happy.

It's been a few days since he finally asked me, and I decided to tell them. Well, someday we will in a video. Well, I hope. That would be really nice.

"CASPAR!!!" 

Immediately jumping off my lazy ass as I hear him yell at me, worried for a moment. "JOE!!!" I yell back, for some reason also saying his name without realizing.

"What the hell?!" He yells back from his room, chuckling a bit, letting me know he is okay, and I sit back down on my bed.

"Sorry! I thought you were.." I quietly trail off, scrolling through my twitter comments as my brain cells slowly melt away from too much screen time.

"You thought I was what?" I hear Joe's voice get on the other side of my door, but his voice is in the back of my head as I check some of my messages.

I hear him swing the door open, and I snap my head up towards him, suddenly having a shirtless Joe in front of me. Ah, my favourite. He is smirking, however, which gets my heart beating quicker.

"Um, oh nothing." I reply, trying not to stutter or sound completely in awe over his body which I can now touch as much as I want. Okay, that thought seemed way more sexual that I wanted. Well................

My thoughts cause me to get pretty turned on, which I really didn't want to happen right then, since I was a little half naked as well.

"Whatever, Cas'." He rolls his eyes and smiles, "Can you help me with my belt? It keeps going loose after I tighten it. And you've had buckle belts for longer than me, so I-"

"Of course!" I halfway leap out of my bed and walk  over to him, scared shitless but also very excited.

I look down, admiring his perfect small body, and then realize that I'm actually supposed to be doing, so I look down at his belt.

"Alright," I begin tightening it, but then stop for a moment because he might want to learn how. "Um, do you want to know or do you just want-"

"Nah," He quickly interrupts me, lifting his arms, showing me the muscles in his back, well, actually showing me a better look at his belt, but all I could really concentrate on was his body. "Just tighten it."

I smile, wanting to grab his shoulders and turn him around to kiss him, but I decided not to and just keep tightening his belt.

I'm certainly not a virgin, of anything really, but with every new relationship, at first I get nervous to even kiss.

Once I finish turning him around and tightening his belt, he begins to talk. 

"Thank you, Casp'. I needed to wear these jeans because I'm going out with my sister for a little bit at a restaurant and they are pretty fancy." He pauses, and before he continues I jump in.

"You know you don't have to explain yourself." I chuckle a bit, and he smiles.

"I know, I just wanted to tell you that I'll be back around 6pm, I think." He begins to turn around, still looking at me, and walks out of the doorway and stops in front of his room.

"Okay." I smile at him.

"Okay, thank you!" He sings very loudly and jumps back into his room.

I shut my door behind me as I walk to my bed and fall down on it, grabbing my phone once again, wishing a little bit that he wouldn't leave.

*Around 6pm*

I chose to watch fan made Jaspar videos, because why not. Many of them made me laugh my ass off, and then some made me feel the feels. I was basically fangirling over my own relationship. So many of the moments made me go back and remember how I was feeling. Some of the moments I was super happy, and enjoying time with my roommate, and other times I felt something else towards him, so I was confused and didn't know how to act, so I just laughed.

Then there was a video where we were talking in it and 'jokingly' said, "I love you, Caspar." I know back then it was a joke, but now it might not be anymore. Well, it isn't for me, I'm not sure for him though. He's always been kind of closed off when it comes to relationships, and he hardly ever has relationships. And most of them were with women and only lasted a few weeks.

I hear him begin to walk up the stairs, and my heart screams at me that I should tell him I love him too. It's fucking stupid, but I'll do it.

His footsteps gradually get louder and I can tell he is walking past my room, so I yell, "I love you too!!" At the top of my lungs without completely screaming.

There is silence, as I hear him stop walking for a moment, and then continue to walk to his room quietly saying, "That was a video, Caspar. This is real life."

I sit there in the quiet, staring blankly at the door.

"What?" My voice cracks, and I remain to sit there, for what seems like the longest time of my life.