To the guy who's STUCK on my mind.

There's something about you

There's something about you. There's something about you that people think you weren't good for me. It was that you were too stupid, and all you have in your mind was basketball. I'm pretty surprise that you were able to think about me, thinking about putting something negative on me.

When did I ever tell you anything negative about you? I found your flaws, but that was just to get over you. To make a reason that I'm not interested into you anymore. I would say that you were just ugly, dumb, and just eww. But, deep down inside, I cared about you. I cared about you were going to win the game, even though the team sucked. I prayed about you silently, each and every night. I asked God, to be with you soon, to make up with you after everything. But, God has already given me the answer. He told me not to be with you because of what you did.

What happen at the end of 2014, was just silly. You were just mad at me and embarrassed because I've expressed my feelings to you, by a letter. At that time, I should be mad at you. Because, you were the one who threw my letter away, not listening to my friends, and YOU were the one who instantly broke me heart that day. You weren't guilty of it, because all you cared about is yourself.

At the end of that day, I felt confused. All I heard on my mind was " I don't like her!" .. It was I don't like her, I don't like her, I just don't like her!!! If you didn't like me, what was all those stares about. The way you smiled at me, the way you bothered me, and the way you treated me was what? A celebrity stunt? I just don't understand.

But, I'm still silently, quietly hoping you'll end up with me.