Im still, silently, quietly, hoping you'll end up with me

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I'm still, silently, quietly, hoping you'll end up with me. After all the girls you played with, Im still there. silently, quietly, hoping you'll end up with me. Because even though life had passed me, I was still there wanting to have you. 

3 years liking you. It was crazy. I remember when I first saw you, I started liking you. But then time past by, it got serious between me. I wanted to have you after everything. Even if you broke my heart a million times, my big heart still wanted you. I denied 10 guys just for you. I left friendships out of my life because of you. I did everything for you and because of you.

Then, I realize something. I didn't do these 3 years for you. It was for me. It was for me to realize and to grow. It was for me to grow as a person, to mature as a women, and to be stronger. It made me realize that not following your heart, but your mind, wasn't worth it. Following other's orders wasn't worth it.  

I decided I'm done today. I'm done trying to keep you in my life and make time for you. I have already given you too many chances & apparently  you don't care that much so this is my goodbye. I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore.

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