Never really mattered to you if we talked or not. It never really mattered to you if I was leaving. It never really mattered to you all the compliments we've been getting. It just never really mattered.
But the most stupid thing is it really mattered to me. It mattered to me if we did talk or not. It gave me a sign if we talked, you would be interested to me. If we didn't, we were going through something. It mattered to me if you were here at school. It mattered to know that you were safe, that you weren't willing to come. It mattered to me because I wanted to know where were you, if your happy or not. All these compliments I've been getting, mattered to me. Because it gave me hope that you'll be thinking about being together.
The big question is... Did I mattered to you? Did I mean something special to you? Please tell me. If it was a yes, I think I would be stupid to not moving a step forward. If it is a no, just to let you know, I still love your beautiful soul.
Im still silently, quietly, hoping that you'll end up with me.
YOU ARE READING
To the guy who's STUCK on my mind.
Genç KurguThese are letters to the person whom crushed, broke, and honestly owes my heart and mind. We weren't together, we weren't an official, "THING." To HIM/HE, you broke my heart. Why did you slapped my heart right down to the ground. How could you? Gra...