I no longer cry when I speak of that day.
Why?
It's because I can't feel anymore.
But one odd day, the bottled up feelings
Will release themselves
And I will cry again.
There are times when I consider myself selfish,
Because my two closest friends have faced worse.
I want to set aside my pain for them;
And it works...
For a while.
But the night arrives all too soon,
And my past conquers me again.
