short stories

My words, her lies

It feels like you're no longer there.
You left me behind and expected me to be okay with losing you.
You look at me but you stay right where you are.

I feel like crap.

I'm so far beyond hurt that it doesnt even make it into words.
Everything in my head gets too much.
I was never good enough for them to stay.

I want to forget it.

Makes me doubt my self worth.
Im not allowed to feel like everything is too overwhelming.
I have to sit in this sick feeling of being stuck.
I feel like i'm drowning and you keep cutting my lifeline.

Why should i keep trying?

I feel hurt.
I feel rejected.
I feel angry.
I feel lost and i feel nothing at all.

Everythig is my fault.

Not once has anything been yours.
I can be there for you without hating her in the process.
You have known me for years.
I dont have the energy anymore.

Ive got no one.

Guess i shouldve seen it coming
I am crushed.
Tossed aside like a piece of trash.
Maybe i should just let what happens happen and see what grief it causes this time...