There are limits to everything. From the things we eat to our emotions. For me, I have reached my limits, I can't do it anymore. My limits have been reached and I am exhausted and out right drained. I have reached the limits for my ability to care. I'm going to be like a vampire in vampire diaries that switches off their emotions and goes wild. I have stopped caring and I won't be able to do it anymore. No matter what changes, no matter what anyone says. I AM DONE. it'll have an impact on me, on the people who know and love me, on the future, but at this point I really don't care. All I want is for the hurting to stop. I don't want to feel it anymore. Its been here for so long but I haven't got use to it and everytime its like opening the same wound again and again, so from now, I don't want to open that wound again, I just want to keep it all in and bury it somewhere so so deep that nothing, and I mean nothing, can bring that pain back. I want go live without ever having to feel that pain because I have felt it so much that it feels like someone is drilling me head.
