5sos preferences and imagines

Halsey~ Colors -Ashton

Everything was blue
His pills, his hands, his jeans
And now I'm covered in the colors
Pulled apart at the seams
And it's blue

We were on the last month of concert dates for the rowyso tour. We were at the stadium for the next 5sos concert and the boys were currently sound checking everything to make sure the concert would go as planned. As soon as I stand up to go find Ashton, the power goes out and I hear knock on the boy's dressing room door.

"Come in!" I hear Ashton yell as he looks up from his phone to use it as a light and at the manager who just walked in.

"Sorry boys but tonight's show is cancelled, the storm is too bad and we won't be able to fix the  electricity and reset everything in time. By the time we do, it will be to late to start the show."

I hear all the boys sigh as I walk over to Ashton and hug him in comfort.

"Damn" I hear Michael curse before walking off into the corner of the room to pout and play on his phone.

"I'm sorry about tonight's show babe" I whisper into Ashton's ear.

I hear another sigh escape from Ashton's lips. "It's not your fault y/n, we will just have to stay here until they can reschedule the show and we might have to push the dates back meaning I'll have to stay away here longer and away from my family longer and-"

He cuts himself off before he starts to cry. I can see tears start to brim his eyes as he runs to the bathroom, pushing between Luke and Calum, interrupting their conversation.

I hear them sigh as they look at Ashton running into the bathroom and locking the door.

"Tonight fucking blows" Luke exclaims before wondering off as I run after Ashton. 

I stop to knock on the door but stop myself as I hear Ashton's soft sobs and I feel my eyes start to brim with tears.

I knock on the door "Ashton babe please open the door it's y/n"

"No!" I hear him cry "You'll just make fun of me for crying, just like everyone else does!"

"Ashton babe I would never make fun of you for crying! Those bastards don't know what they're talking about, Please open the door"

"You p-promise?"

"I promise"

I hear the door unlock and swing open, revealing a bloodshot eyed Ashton, his cheeks still wet from crying. I frown before walking into the bathroom and hugging him.

"Babe what's wrong? Is it the concert being cancelled or missing your fami-"

"I miss my family y/n, I miss them so fucking much and now I have to wait even longer to see them and I can't take any more!" Ashton cries out as he leans against the wall and and falls to the floor in tears. I look over at the sink and I see an open bottle of blue pills sprawled out on the sink.

"Ashton, why are my blue pills all over the sink?"

Ashton looked at me with guilty eyes "Maybe you forgot to put them back or something..." He looks away from me as he cries harder. "I'M SORRY OKAY I WANTED THE PAIN TO GO AWAY SO I TOok some of your blue pain pills... "

I looked at him worryingly "How many did you take?" He didn't even look at me "Ashton" i spoke up "How many pills did you take?" He looked at and me freaked out "I just popped a few in my mouth and swallowed em I didn't look at how many I took I'm soRRY y/n!"

I look down at his hands and his fingers as they start to shake and turn blue from coldness and from the overdose of pain pill. I hug him to try and warm him but it probably doesn't do much good. He stands up and sobs into my shirt as I comfort him.

"Shhhh babe it's okay, we can go back to the hotel and you can sleep and this will all be over by tomorrow, okay?" Ashton nods and stands up as we walk out of the dressing room. All the boys stare at him but don't say anything because they know if they do, he will break again.

When we arrive at the hotel I have Ashton lay on the bed while I go change into something comfortable. When I come back I see Ashton leaning against the headboard, probably in deep thought about his family but ran out of tears to cry for them. I sigh and lay next to him.

"Babe are you going to go to bed now?" I ask him he shakes his head now and I won't be able to sleep if he can't sleep so I think of something to do, and then it hits me. I look over at Ashton and I straddle him over his blue jeans. He looks up at me in need of some deep comfort. I take his hands and I hold them for a moment before placing them of the edge of my shirt. Ashton looks at me with question before he realizes what I want and he takes off my shirt, revealing my red lacy bra.

"Y/n" he says before staring at my chest. I take his hands and place them on my breasts. His blue fingers were touching my red bra and suddenly, we were a lilac sky. 
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I love the ending so much ugh❤️💙💜 I hope this wasn't horrible 😁