shattered souls

xxviii.

the sound of waves crashing echo loudly in my ears

my mind is a mess

the only i can think of is you

maybe i shouldn't have let you go

but love,

it was you who did not even want to stay

you sucked the life out of me

what's left of me is nothing but emptiness,

a dark void

that nothing can heal

you were my anchor,

my confidant

tell me,

why did you give me so much happiness

when you were going to snatch it all away

the thought of you has conquered my mind

your lips against mine is what heaven felt like

i don't understand,

why did you get tired of me, love

you were my everything, my reason to live

and my reason to keep going

my heart still aches at the thought of us

but love,

i can never get over you

the sound of waves crashing echo loudly in my ears

and i miss you a lot

all i need is you to bring me back

take me home

because i've got nowhere to go without you

and though i hate to admit,

i still do love you

this love of ours has ruined me

but if i can have you back,

i honestly wouldn't mind getting ruined again

because i need you,

you were not just a person i loved,

you were the blood that ran in my veins,

and i love you.

//
so here's a poem after a really long time x

hope you like it c:

[dedicated to EmSlough bc she's beautiful, amazing, caring and an extremely talented author. love you, Em <3]

love,
harsheni x