shattered souls

xxv.

i'm not going to lie,

i can feel that you're pushing me away

i realise the distance forming between us

but if that makes you happy

i'll stay away for as long as you want

you don't talk to me anymore,

it hurts to wait for the message that never comes,

all i want is to see your name

appearing on my screen

i want to talk to you,

i really do,

does that make me desperate,

the fact that all i want is you

nothing you do

will change my love for you

because if such a day comes

i'd still take a bullet for you

god, i love you

even after everything

and

i miss you

more than anything

i'll stay away

and i'll free you from the burden of loving me

but

no matter what,

i'll always be here when you need me.

//

so i wrote a poem after some time heh c:
hope you like it <3

[ dedicated to aurion- bc she's a really lovely person and a great writer ]

love,
harsheni x