Pomes, Short storys, & Songs

For ever alone

For ever alone(part one) by: Me

Today was the fist day I felt sad
when a family member told me that they loved me.

What is love?
What does it really mean?
How could you possibly feel loved when your dying inside?

I have no true meaning of love
I always think about the sad
And i always tend to get mad

No one sees what I sees
No on feels what I feel
And for that I am truly alone

even now; if someone reads this
you wont understand
No one will ever understand
................ Me

So what is love really?
Cus i have no true meaning
I feel so alone....in this great big wrold
And because of that
I am for ever sad and mad

Judge me all you want
Cus i feel numb
I feel like nothing you say
Could make me feel a different way

This is how i feel today.
A lot of other days too.

Its so hard to see other people happy
When I, myself, feels like dying
No one is there to comfort me
No one is there by my side

They all left me to be more popular
They say that I've changed in a 'bad' way
They say that I've gone boaring
They say that Im just too much of a sad person
They say they want to be happy
They say that they want to be free
And beacuse of that i am for ever alone

So here i am
All by myslef
To deal with my problems
With no one by my side

But you know what?
Thats ok
Cus in the end
Were all dead anyways

So right now
You can be happy
But when my turn come to be happy
You better leave me alone
Cus you left me to be sad
And you will leave me to be happy

Even though i dont belive
That i could ever be happy
Or know what love is
I will be happy
Cus ill know to never trust anyone like you again

You call me your friend
Then why did you leave me all alone?
Friends dont do that
But you did
And one day they will do that to you too.

I'm all by my self
And you got people by your side
But in the end
We will see if they stay
If the stay when you get just to sad for them to deal with.
Cus thats what you told me
When you left me alone.

So together we will be for ever alone