Believe

chapter 10

Hey guys glad to hear that some people are enjoying this story :-) im hoping you are going to enjot chapter 10 so here it is... enjoy... muchassss, Rachael xoxo

Justins pov

I wake with a start to Sarah screaming "no, NO, get off me!!!" she screams, "Sarah wake up, please wake up" i say shaking her gently, she finally wakes clearly very startled, she looks at me then jumps out of the bed and bolts for the bathroom, i follow and see that she is leaning over the toilet being sick, i hold her hair back and rub her back, "shh baby girl, its okay, nothing here to worry about, im here" i try to sooth her, she lifts her head and leans against the wall of the bathroom a little calmer and her body seems to be settling, "im sorry, im so sorry" she says while turning to meet my gaze, she has tears in her eyes and is paler than usual, "you have nothing to be sorry for" i explain in a gentle, soothing tone.

I put my arms out for her and she climbs into my lap, i pull her into a caring and gentle hug, pulling her close while we sit in silence. I just keep holding her, keeping her close to me so she knows she is safe, i keep stroking her hair while she cries into my chest, whatever she was dreaming about must of been terrifying.

I look at my watch, 3:30am, "Sarah?" i ask "y-yeah?" she replies still a little shaken, "im going to pick you up and bring you back to bed, okay?" i ask trying to be as soothing as possibe, "okay" she replies sleepily, I slowly lift her into my arms, heading to bed and gently placing her down into the slight coolness of the sheets, she curls up in a ball while i lift the covers and tuck her in, i lean down and leave a gentle kiss on her forehead "everything will be okay baby" 

I climb into the bed next to her, noticing that she is shaking a little, she turns and faces me and i look down to meet her beautiful blue gaze, "you want to talk about it?" i ask gently, she shakes her head "not really, im really sorry" she replies still shaken up by what she must of dreamt, "oh baby, you really have nothing to be sorry for, im here" she looks at me warily "you wont be here for long" she replies with a sad look in her eyes, she tears her gaze away from me by looking down, i brought my hand up, gently meeting her chin and tilting her head so her gaze is back on me "i promised i wouldnt let anything happen to you again and im going to keep that promise" i said giving her a gentle smile, her brow furrowed "what do you mean?" she asked "i will explain in the morning" i simply replied.

I pulled her into a gentle yet secured embrace "hush now baby girl, time to rest" i soothingly whispered, i want her safe always and i wont leave her side, i make this promise to myself before falling into a restful sleep with Sarah safely in my arms.

Sarahs pov

When i wake i notice that Justin isnt in bed, did i dream the whole thing? my dreams cant be that vivid surely. I pulled the blanket off my body and slowly got out of bed, i put my dressing gown on which was hanging on the bathroom door and head for the bedroom door ready for a nice cup of tea, when i reach the door i halt in my tracks as i hear talking from the other side so i begin to listen:-

"no Scooter, you dont understand, i have to do this.... But if i leave her he might find her.... We will figure it out... But i really like her.... Okay, you do that.... Thank you, i will explain when she wakes up..." then there was silence.

I stand at my door with my hand over my mouth, what has he got to explain to me? only one way to find out, i slowly open my bedroom door and step into the lounge heading for the kitchen, Justin looks up at me from his phone "good morning beautiful, how are you this morning? feeling better?" he asks with a soothing smile, "good morning, yeah im much better thank you... Look i am really sorry about last night, i...." i trailed off as he interupted, "listen Sarah, you really have nothing to be sorry for, believe me, it was a bad dream, just as long as your safe then i am happy, Do you want some tea?" i smile and nod "oh yes please" i reply with a giggle, Justin smiles and heads for the kettle turning it on, waiting for it to boil.

"How do you take it?" he asks, "little bit of milk, 2 sugars, quite strong on a morning" i smile at him, "Hungry?" he asks, just the sheer mention of food turns my stomach, i shake my head, "oh okay, just tea then, sit, i'll bring it over" i nod and head for the couch, i sit with my scattered thoughts running riot in my mind, 'we made love last night' i feel tears prick the backs of my eyes, then the nightmare, i havent dreamt like that in a very long time, bolting for the bathroom, him holding my hair and rubbing my back, carrying me to bed.... 

"Tea" Justin says inturrupting my thoughts while holding a cup of tea out for me, i gladly take it and he takes a seat next to me "Thank you" i say before taking a sip, "no problem, erm listen, i have something i would like to ask you and im hoping you will consider it" he says while rubbing the back of his neck, "okay?" i question, confused, "okay, i would really like it if... you... erm... come on tour with me?" he asks and i spit my tea across the room after taking another sip, "What?!" i question again, "erm... please come on tour with me?" he asks now dropping his hand from his neck with a hopeful look on his face, "But i have work and Emily, i cant leave Emily" i argue, Justin beams a smile at me and chuckles a little, what the hell was so funny?? "you wont have to leave Emily, She is coming with Scooter and your work? well lets just say ive got you some leave" 

His smile reaches his eyes and i feel crushed, how dare he call my work!! who does he think he is? i am so mad at him right now "wait! who do you think you are? interfering with my job... how much leave? was it okay with them?" i yelled, "erm, i wasnt interfering, they were very understanding about it, erm...... your leave is indefinately but hear me out??" "WHAT?! YOU GOT ME SACKED!! ARE YOU SERIOUS??!! I LOVE MY JOB!!!" i am now on my feet staring down at him, he looks a little scared and so he should, i am so angry at him, "please hear me out Sarah, dont be mad at me" he asks sweetly, "What?" i snap at him crossing my arms over my chest, "Dont be like that Sarah please, just listen to me" he pleads with a glimmer of hope running through his eyes, "okay, im listening" i say calmly and take my seat next to him again.

"Well i made a promise that no one will ever hurt you again, i would like you to come on tour with me and Scooter wants Emily there too, i make a promise to you right here right now that nothing will ever happen to you while your with me, i want you to be by my side always baby and the only way i can think of is that you come with me, knowing that your ex isnt in jail anymore terrifies me that he will find you again so please come with me, please??? i will be by your side always" he asks, i can feel his gaze pleading with me, i just sit there motionless and speechless, i really dont know what to say "i'll think about it" is all i can reply.

"how long do i have to think about this??" i ask turning my head to meet his still pleading eyes, "erm 5 days, thats when we leave" he replies, "but i dont have my passport or clothes etc and i live a couple of hundred miles up the country" i tell him a little worried, "cam down, we will drive to where you live and take it from there" he smiles a gentle smile at me "and when will we have to do that?" i ask aagain, oh my god Sarah, why all the questions??, "the day before we travel so 4 days" he says matter-of-factly, "okay" i reply "dont think too hard about it Sarah, now, we can have a nice day out or we can stay here, its up to you?" he says totally changing the subject, "i think i would like to go out, i need some air" i replied, "i was hoping you would say that" he beamed at me....

well there is chapter 10 for you my lovelies... will get chapter 11 up in the morning, i cant do it now because im far too tired lol hope you like this chapter :-) muchassss... Rachael