Believe

chapter 14

A/N hey guys, so this is chapter 14, first chapter of the tour, i hope you guys enjoy it, there is plenty of drama on the way ;-) enjoy guys xoxo GothicTink

Sarahs pov

"Next stop is Greece" Scooter explains across the bus and sits down next to Emily wrapping her in his arms. "We are setting off from heathrow airport, two cars will be there for us to take us to the private jet just to avoid fans jumping on us and anyone taking pictures of you, your not ready for that yet" Justin explains, i nod in return and carry on looking out of the window, the bus stops and i seem to be in a total daze, i have no idea what is happening around me, its like i am in auto pilot.

The luggage gets transferred into the cars, i am in one car with Justin and Emily is is the other car with Scooter, I take my seat in the car and carry on dazing out of the window as everything starts dawning on me, Im going to miss my mam and dad, im glad i got to say bye before we left, it dawns on me that i am going to be in magazines soon and everyone will know my face, i really dont know if i can handle it.

I hadnt even realised that the car had stopped, our passports have been checked and now we are gliding up the runway, How did i get on the plan? I cant even remember moving? Am i in that much of a daze? "everything okay? you have been really quiet since we left your house" Justin questions interrupting my thoughts, i just nod and smile to show that im fine when really im not, He pulls me into an embrace and holds me to his chest as i begin to silently weep "dont cry baby, whats wrong?" Justin asks concern etched in his voice, "im sorry, im so sorry, dont hurt me...." i wimper, i feel his whole body go tenseand his gaze on me as he holds me tighter.

"i will never hurt you baby, you are so precious to me, why do you think i will hurt you?" he asks still concerned, i pull out of the embrace and wipe my tears revealing my scars, "oh baby, I would never do that to you, I promise nothing will ever happen to you again" he let's a small smile cross his lips as I let a weak smile cross mine.

He pulls me into another tight embrace holding me close "i promise you" he whispers into my hair, and I let a smile cross my lips as I relax into his chest.

Sometimes I feel safe, but with his crazed fans once we go public how can I be safe? I will get death threats and screamed at in the street, pretty soon everyone will know my face, oh my god! no! My breathing quickens, faster and faster, I can't control it, Justin suddenly pulls out of the embrace and looks me in the face, panic running straight through his eyes "Sarah, breath, deep berths, come on Sarah, deep breaths, dam it Sarah" then everything went black a few thousand feet in the air, everything felt peaceful.

Justin's pov

I notice Sarahs breathing quicken on my chest, I pull out of the embrace bringing my gaze to hers, "Sarah, breath, deep breaths, come on Sarah, deep breaths, dam it Sarah" her body suddenly went limp as Scooter and Emily ran towards us, Scooter checked her breathing and pulse, "she's still breathing, still quick, her pulse is racing, carry her to the bedroom" he orders, I immediately pick her up carrying her to the bedroom out the back and gently laying her down on the bed, "oh Sarah, please be okay" Emily whispers softly to her while stroking her face "Emily calm down, Justin just sit with her and rub her back, okay?" Scooter says being extremely serious, I nod and begin to rub her back.

I have been sitting with Sarah for over an hour, starting to think she isn't going to wake up, she has been shivering and sweating but at least Scooter has said her breathing and pulse are back to normal, "Sarah, please wake up, please, I will do anything" I beg for her to wake up letting a stray tear fall down my cheek, I feel movement from her beneath my touch, I turn my gaze to her as she rolls over, her eyes flutter open, eyes shining thier amazing blue, "do you want a drink?" I ask softly, she nods in response, I grab the glass of water off the side table and hand it to her, she quickly sits up and gulps every last drop down, "what happened?" she asked, her voice hoarse "you have been out for over an hour, we were so worried, you had a panic attack and fainted, what were you thinking about?" I ask still softly, She looks down at her empty glass as I watch a tear stray from her eye and cascade down her cheek, she brings her gaze back to mine "Sarah, please tell me" I beg, almost in desperation, I hold her hand and stroke her fingers, a faint smile tugging at her lips as she watches.

"Im so sorry, I just don't know if I can handle all of this, when we decide to go public about us I can see myself getting death threats, getting screamed at in the street, I won't be safe and I can't live with that" she explains, bringing her gaze back down to the empty glass in her hands, "Oh baby, you will always be by my side, I won't let you out if my sight, I will assign two bodyguards for you, you will have maximum security, I won't let anything happen to you. I keep my promises, you have to learn to trust me, I know its going to take time, I will be patient, you will never be alone" I explain softly meaning every word, pleading for her not to change her mind.

She takes me by surprise and jumps into my arms, holding me tight, I hold her back, I don't want to lose her ever, "thank you so much Justin, for everything" she whispers in my ear causing me to smile to myself... "i love you Sarah" I say gently and as lovingly as possible, she pulls back and gazes into my eyes, "what?!" she asked, seemingly in shock, I smile "i said, I love you Sarah" she looks at me with a look of confusing "Justin I..." she trails off "its okay baby, you don't have to say it back" I say, "no, no its just no one has told me they love me and mean it" she replies still in shock "well I mean it, and I will say it again, Sarah I love you" I smile, she smiles back "Justin, I love you too" she blushes and lowers her head away from my gaze, "just don't break my heart" she says in almost a whisper, I bring my hand up to her chin and tilt her head so her gaze falls back on mine, "never" I whisper, I run my hand to the back of her neck and pull gently so her lips crash onto mine... I love her so much...

A/N there you go guys, chapter 14, hope you guys enjoyed it, I love you all and I hope you are looking forward to chapter 15 maybe next week or maybe over the weekend... MuchLove xoxo GothicTink