I miss my grandma a whole lot. She lived next door to me for 12 years then last year she moved in bc her cancer was making her rlly sick.
she was my inspiration for everything, THE WEEK SHE FOUND OUT SHE HAD CANCER SHE WENT TO AFRICA OKAY IF THATS NOT ME
I was rlly close to her, like it wasn't like *cry cry* *get sympathy* for me it was *laying on the floor sobbing my eyeballs out the second I found out* *missing school for almost 2 weeks* *crying in class bc I was thinking about her*
She was my idol. she was my everything. She was sassy, crazy. And she was my best friend. It was like a piece of my soul getting ripped out when I found out.
I remember the last time I said goodbye to her. She was really peaceful. She was on new medications that helped her sleep because she hasn't slept in forever and haven't had a day where she's not in pain. I had a feeling. I gave the biggest hug. She didn't get to hug back . She was to weak. She patted my back. She couldn't even open her eyes. My sister that was visiting us that week started crying so she left the room. I went to spend the night at our condo to spend the last night with my sister. We accidentally slept in 5 minutes, we ran in the house. My mom quietly walked out and said ,"she passed about 5 minutes ago." My mom was in the room when she passed and she said it was very peaceful. Like she wasn't in pain anymore. (I'm crying right now help) she said my grandma just said she felt dizzy. Then she passed. Just like that.
