Depression And Hate Poems

Chapter 24... The Man She Could Never Have

I'll walk down the aisle all alone

No ones there they all went home

I see the coffin I see your face

How could you do such a disgrace

I can't hear your voice I can't speak your name

This doesn't feel like before it doesn't feel the same

I don't understand I can't contemplate

All I do is feel so much misery and hate

Why did you leave me why did you die

Was it to waste my time or watch me cry

How could this be better how can I remain

When every breathe I take causes so much pain

As the day goes by I have to watch my loved ones cry

Just because you couldn't stand to live that you had to die

I don't know what you were thinking but I see what you have done

And all of this just because you thought drugs would be fun

I can't do this anymore I can't stand to watch them fall

As your drunken little girl stumbles down the hall

Into your empty bedroom she hurries up her pace

You can tell she has been crying from the marks left on her face

Do you feel better know you've gone

Will she feel better knowing she was wronged

She was taken from her dad

The only man that loved her he was all she had

Now she is left with nothing Just a picture and your ring

Does she know she will see you die every night in her dreams

You where once her dad

And know you're the man she can never have.