Depression And Hate Poems

Chapter 4...The Ending Start

I've written everything I have to say

But the words, they rot and fall away

So with a hole in the bottom, I'm stuck in the same boat as before

And slowly sinking just in sight of shore

I work so hard to make my life worse

Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse

But I know I could never leave her behind

She's the one I've been searching for all this time

And though she confesses to me all of her love

Selfishly I feel that it is not enough

I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear

There is someone so much better for her out there

I dream about her all day long

Yet when we're together it all feels wrong

Something isn't right and I know it's me

Because you're a beautiful perfect being

I can never just be what and who I am

So much discontent I don't think anyone understands

I put my feelings into words that rhyme

To give everyone who cares a glimpse of what's inside

Why must it be that I'm never satisfied

I have all I could want; still I lie awake at night

And wish for more

So much discontent

It's the end that I wish was near

Just the letdown that I fear