Depression And Hate Poems

Chapter 46...Why?

It's just the two of us, mom

just me and you

I know we'll make it

We'll be strong and pull through

My life is really unstable

and many curiosities lie inside

I don't understand the way things are

I need closure as to why

Why did my father disappear?

Did he really hate me that much?

I wonder what it would feel like

to have his hand to touch

Is it warm and loving?

Or is it heartless and cold?

Will I ever find him

as I begin to grow old?

A part of me is missing

The part that belongs to him

I would like for him to love me one day

And complete this missing limb

So, where are you, dad?

Are you ready to take your place?

The least I would expect of you

is for you to see my face

To see what you have created

And what I've turned out to be

Because I know that if you did

then you would be proud of me

So if someday you should return

I hope you read this poem

And answer my one question,

"Why did you leave mom and me alone?"