IFILWMBBF: Everything

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

"Good morning" I said when I walked into the kitchen

"Good morning becca" everyone said back and I smiled

"So what are you going to do today" Jacobs mom asked me

"Well my Aunt, uncle, my cousins Kristina, Sophia,Ben, Jayce, and Cora live out here so I am going to visit them"

"Oh really where do they live" Jacobs dad asked

"They live 30 min. Away so I am going to be staying with them for the weekend and Monday too if that's fine with you" I said

"Yea that's fine we get you want to see your family" Jacobs mom said

"Okay cool thank you guys"

"So how old are your cousins" Jacobs mom said

"Oh um Kristina is 16, Ben just turned 20 but he lives two houses down from my aunt but is always at her house when ever I talk to her or my cousins he's always there hahaha anyways, Sophia turned 19 2 months ago, Jayce is 18, and Cora is 14." I said

"Oh that's cool so one of them is a year younger then you"

"Yea but I am really close to them my aunt is my moms only sister and when she lives in California they used to come to the house all the time and I miss them so I said since I'm out here I can go see them"

"Oh yea you should definitely go visit them" Jacob said

"Okay well I packed up some cloths and stuff in my duffle bag I should head out but I will see you all on Tuesday" I said and got up and Jacob followed me to my car

"Who am I going to hold for these few days in bed" Jacob said

"The pillow" I said laughing and he gave me a look

"I'm just joking I said and don't worry I will be back soon and you can have me as much as you want"

"Oh so I can have you" he said raising his eye brows

"yes as much as you want" I said wiggling my eyebrows

"Oh I can so take you right now right here"

"Sorry pretty boy no can do maybe another day"

"Ugghhhh you kill me sometimes you know that"

"Yea I know" I said giggling and playing with Jacobs hair while he has his arms around me and he leaned his face in to kiss me and I pulled away

"Jacob I can't I'm sorry"

"why becca you obviously want to be with me and I want to be with you and you see how I have changed" he said

"Yea but Jacob I don't want to get hurt I honestly don't I love you with all my heart and my heart will always be yours but my heart is barely starting to repair and be good again and I want it to stay like that for a while my heart needs a break from getting hurt"

"Becca I won't hurt you again I love you more then you can imagine"

"Jacob I just I need a break I'm not saying we can't have our flirtatious fun or our own fun but I want my heart to be okay and I want to be with you but I can't right now just please understand that"

"Okay I respect your answer and I will give you what you want so have a nice time seeing your family and I will see you when you get back okay" he said and let go of me and turned around and walked away

"Jacob don't be like that"

"No Rebecca I don't want fun and games I want a real relationship what about my feelings to I understand I hurt you but I don't want this fun and games and if you find someone you will throw it all away"

"Jacob it's not li..."

"Whatever Rebecca I will see you when you get back have fun with your family" he said and walked to the house door and closed it

~family house~

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hey guys what's up well I wanted to say that thank you guys for reading and you guys are awesome and I love you guys and I hope you guys liked this chapter❤️❤️❤️😊😄👌🏻💕💕💕💕

Always remember everyone is beautiful in there own way and that you are beautiful and always smile cuz it will make you feel better and always no that someone does love you 💕🌸🌸😁❤️-Rebecca212121