IFILWMBBF: Everything

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

‼️*Okay so you guys might get confused but I wanted to say that I am doing this story as a flashback story so Rebecca as a 24 year old is remembering the night of the wedding all the way to now that she is a 24 year old so it's only going to be a flash back tell the end of this book*‼️

Have you ever had to make a really hard decision and you don't know what to do right there in that moment and you just feel like running away or you wish you where never in that situation well I felt this way 3 years ago I had to make a really hard and life changing decision and I'm 24 now let me tell you that me making my decision was the best thing I could ever ask for in life and shall we go back to the night of the wedding where I made that decision

~flash back~

"Will you help me raise my child that it is on its way" Jacob said looking at me

I was so shocked I didn't know what do say, what do I say I'm barely 21 I can't raise a child and we both live in two different states how is this going to work but I also want to say yes because I told him I will always be there for him

"Jacob before I give you my answer can I ask you something"

"Yea sure anything"

"How is this going to work ? how am I going to help you raise a baby if we live in two different states?"

"It will work I will move to Canada I will live next to you I want you to help me raise the baby"

"But why me?"

"Because you where my first actual love and I know you will be a great mother someday and you make smart decisions and I want him or her to be around you"

"Okay let me ask you this what if u get a girlfriend and get married with her then what"

"Then my girlfriend or wife will have to deal with my child being around you because she will be like your child once you help me raise her or him and I want you to raise her or him"

"Look I said I will always be there for you and I want to raise the baby but I also don't want you to throw your life away and leave NYU and Just not go to collage that was your dream to go there"

"Yes it was my dream but I already looked into it if you said yes there is a collage out in Canada for NYU and I asked them if I can transfer there and your brother said he would transfer with me"

"Okay I will help you raise him or her"

"Thank you and you don't know how much it really means to Becca I really wanted you to help me raise him or her" he said hugging me

"Your welcome Jacob and you know your a good kid you really are and how much we argue and fight and stop talking to each other I want to say that at the end of the day I will never be mad at you and I will always and I mean always and it doesn't matter if I'm married or have a boyfriend I will always love you Jacob you showed me a different side of love you showed me special love and you caring you were actually my first love Jacob you honestly where"

"Becca this thing with Ashely being pregnant its was supposed to be me and you I was supposed to be going with you to doctor appointments and kissing that little bump of a belly you would have had I wanted it to be you not her"

"Jacob you can't always get your way I have learned that a lot in life and it's okay Jacob you will find another person you will get married with and you will forget about our love and about me and we will see each other once in a while but I'm okay with that because I know you are happy and I don't want to be in the middle of your happiness and that little boy or girl that will be coming along will be calling her mom after you get married with that one special person"

"Don't ever say that you will always be in my life and it doesn't matter who I am with you and our baby that we are raising will come first and then she will and that little boy or girl will always call you mom"

"But Jacob she is going to be your wife she will always come first and I can't always be in your life Jacob I really can't because u will forget everything about me and about our love and be with her and you children an..."I said and Jacob cut in

"Becca please stop saying those thing because it will never happen because I loved you then and I love you know and I will love you in the future my love for you will never break"

"My love for you will never break also Jacob" I said and hugged him

"Shall we go inside and party a little?" I said giggling

"We shall" he said and we both got up to go inside

~A few days later~

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hey guys what's up well I wanted to say that thank you guys for reading and isn't this exciting that this is the new book and also this is the last book I know it's sad and I'm sad too but you guys are awesome and I love you guys and I hope you guys liked this chapter ❤️❤️❤️😊😄👌🏻💕💕💕💕

Always remember everyone is beautiful in there own way and that you are beautiful and always smile cuz it will make you feel better and always no that someone does love you 💕🌸🌸😁❤️-Rebecca212121