Manan ff... Love Brings Hatred Along...!!

PART 4 - AND SHE LOST HERSELF...

Hello readers... I know I am late but what to do I got stuck with my college work... so not to waste time let's just move back to the story...

DOCTOR'S CABIN
As doctor said... SHE IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS... SO MUCH SO THAT SOMETIMES SHE EVEN FORGETS WHO SHE IS...

Shocked would be an understatement to describe the reaction of manik... listening to this... the floor beneath him just slipped... he couldn't believe his ears... what he just heard... was true... that his nandini who once said... don't u know nandini Murthy doesn't drink... is now a drug addict...
The only words came out of his mouth were WHAT...??? ARE U OUT OF UR MIND...? HOW CAN U SAY THAT ABOUT MY NANDINI...he said this in a loud voice that scared the doctor again... and then doctor said... YE..YE...YESS MR. MAL...MALHOTRA... THIS IS THE TRUTH... and after being reassured by the doctor ... he just said HOW... but the poor doctor didn't had the answer for this... and somewhere manik also knew... doctor was not the right person to ask this question... so he just got up lifeless... and went out of the cabin... and again broke down... as he walked out... all the flashes of his past came in front of his eyes... as he was moving towards nandini's room... their first date.... their first kiss... nandini's laughter sounds... we're playing in his mind... her words were ringing in his mind...MANIK I WILL ALWAYS SHINE FOR U... I WILL ALWAYS KEEP U IN MY PRAYERS AND I WILL ALWAYS TRUST U... but what he did to her... he not only broke her trust... but he broke her... his shinning star.. who brought him out of the darkness... but what he did ...? He pushed her in that darkness...
With each passing second his guilt was increasing... and increasing... he was ashamed of himself... he punished her... because... he couldn't become a good friend... because he couldn't save his friendship... he just let go off his love of also... today tears had no stop... they were just flowing endlessly from his eyes...
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But he composed himself and entered the room with the determination to find the truth... from the people in front of him... who were shocked to see him again... as he was now in a more devasted state... but they didn't gave a heed to his state because now for them he was no longer their manik... he was just a stranger... JUST A STRANGER... so being most aggressive... out of aggression ... Mukti asked...
WHAT ARE U DOING HERE...?? GET OUT OF HERE RIGHT NOW... she said this while pushing him... but he being more stronger... didn't even moved more than 2-3 inch... Mukti continued... NOW WHAT U WANT... HAVEN'T U HAD ENOUGH TWO YEARS BACK... THAT U HAVE COME BACK AGAIN... IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF U... WE LOST OUR FRIENDSHIP... BECAUSE OF U I LOST MY BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE... BECAUSE IF TRUE LOVE MEANS THIS...(pointing towards nandini's condition...) THEN I AM HAPPY THAT ABHI IS NOT WITH ME... BECAUSE OF U WE LOST OUR THAT NANDINI WHO USED TO SMILE... BECAUSE U ... SHE NOT ONLY LOST HER SMILE... BUT ALSO HERSELF... CONGRATULATIONS ...!!! MR. MALHOTRA U HAVE SUCCEEDED IN BREAKING AN INNOCENT SOUL... SO MUCH SO THAT... SHE IS JUST BREATHING BUT NOT ALIVE... NO EMOTIONS... NOW SHE HATES THE WORD LOVE... SHE HATES U... AND MORE THAN THAT SHE HATES HERSELF FOR ONCE LOVING U... IT'S FOR UR DEEDS SHE IS PUNISHING HERSELF... JUST KILL HER MANIK... ONCE AND FOR ALL... JUST KILL HER...!! U MUST HAVE COME BACK FOR THIS ONLY NAA... BECAUSE ONLY THIS IS LEFT WITH HER... HER BREATH...
(All this while manik was just nodding his head in no... not to say such things...)
He just falls on his knees in front of Mukti... and says... while crying bitterly...
I M S... S...SO.. SO... SORRY ..!! PLEASE... PUNISH ME BUT... PLZ... PLZ.. DON'T SAY SUCH THINGS... U KNOW SHE IS MY LIFE...!! I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF...!!