Elusive ☹ SHAYLOR MPreg

9.

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I'm going to the doctors to situate myself. Dealt with stomach cramps, sore body, especially the breasts, and I always get the tendency to have weird cravings.

My body hasn't been feeling up to posture when it comes to being active. I've been sleepy lately, very fatigue. I almost missed another day of school because of this feeling.

It's been a week since Taylor came over the other day and saw me puking, he's still concerned that's why I asked if my mom can set me up an appointment.

I've invited Taylor to tag along because of his previous concerns. We're currently sitting in the back seat of my moms car. She isn't taking things to seriously, just as I am. We see it as just a sickness that I need to confirm. But Taylor's here worrying so badly for me.

He kisses my forehead and opens the door. It's a struggle to get out but manageable. "You alright baby?" I nod and take his hand.

At the doctors office we sit quietly until my name is mentioned. "So if it's not the flu or a cold, what do you think it is?" Taylor asks me. I shrug, not wanting to talk about it.

"Either way, I'm here forever. I lo- uh, I mean you know.. You're cool Shawn." Taylor covers up. The bet is still on and I think it's obvious that we love each other. I just want to know who will crack first.

My mom puts her magazine down and looks our way, "I really appreciate Taylor's care. But what's this all about kids? If you love him, say it. Nothing wrong with love."

"Oh mom. It's a bet. Whoever loves the other, looses." I tell her. "What's the consequence?" She asks me with a curious look. "Don't actually know." Taylor realizes.

The door opens and a nurse calls out, "Mendes. Shawn Mendes."

I get up and so does my mom. Taylor stays behind. "Don't want to come?" I ask him. He shoos his hand. "No worries. I'll wait for you here." I think he's afraid of my outcome.

I follow the nurse into the second room and she guides me to the saran wrapped recliner bed. "Take a seat and we will be right with you." She tells me. "Oh but for now. I need a sample of your urine." She hands me a plastic shot cup and I walk to the restroom filling it.

I get back and get an uncomfortable stare from my mom. I sit back on the bed and wait once again. I text Taylor and he just tells me he's worried for me and I get it. It's alright.

"Hello. Shawn! So how old are you!" An older woman comes with her clip board and sits on a rolling chair and turns toward me. "Hi. I'm sixteen. Just about right."

"So, I've received a sample of your urine. When was the last time you've had your menstruation cycle?" I think back to it and realize, "I haven't had a decent one in around two months but a few days ago I did have a little blood."

"Right. Now if you could lay on your back. I'll be doing an X-ray on you. There is no physical signs of sickness. And your liquids show no sign of it either. Head a little warm but a healthy temperature." She fills me in.

I lay on the bed and she uses a rubber flap to put on my forming breasts and other private area. An cold liquid is being rubbed against my stomach and a projection is raised above me. "Let's see..."

"Oh. Mhm. Right. Ah." My doctor takes looks at the black screen. I look in her eyes maybe to see what she's looking for. I look at my mom and she seems like she knows too.

"What do you guys know that I don't?" I look at the two of them and they don't tell me anything. My moms mouth suddenly drops as just see the doctors hand roaming the keyboard circling an area in the screen to my mom.

I see them glancing looks at one another without any comments. "Karen, would you like to share the news with your daughter?"

"Shawn. You're pregnant." My mom tells me with a shock, it's not upsetting but it's not relieving either. My heart skips beats as I think about how my life could change. I'm more than amazed to know I have something going right now but still very shocked.

"Eight weeks actually, sweetie." Doc tells me. She faces the screen in my direction and hovers her finger over as she shows me where the fetus is forming.

"Beautiful." I say under breath.

She wipes off the substance off my stomach and takes the covers off my body and I pull my shirt down. I get up and just stare at the screen which is now blank without my figure baby on it.

I look at my mom while we wait for my doctor to get back with more instructions. "Mom?" I start. "Are you mad?"

"No. Never. It's not like you expected this. I'll be here for you. And I hope Taylor will too. This is the start of something new." (#HSM10)

I get up and uplift her in a loving hug. It's a moment we're finally sharing that we haven't been able to for a while now.

The doctor finally comes back with some of my papers. "I'm giving you contact information to a obstetrician or a gynecologist who can continue this process with you. Pleasure working with you. Enjoy your day, Shawn." She walks me to the front desk in which my mom has to choose one of my new doctors for this situation.

My heart is pounding because I fear of the thought of Taylor leaving me because of this. I turn to him and I see a light in his eyes. It gives me hope. I have a feeling that he'll be here for a while. And I hope he does.

"So what's wrong, baby?" He asks me. I just smile to him and grab his hand, walking him outside the office. "Nothing. I'm doing good. We're doing, amazing." We as Taylor and I, we as in the baby and I.

He puts his chin on my head and holds me close. "Happy that everything is okay."

I pull away and look at him intensely. "I just thought of something while seeing those kids in the waiting room." He nods his head telling me to continue. "Mhmm, baby."

"What would happen if you got a baby, like early as of now?" I ask him, holding both his hands tightly. "Then it would be my fault but I'll take care of it. Anything for the baby and whoever I'm with."

"Good to know. I respect that. You know I want to say those three words but I dare not."

"I, la la la blah blah, you." Taylor laughs at me and walks me and my mom back to the car.

And, I can't wait to plan a surprise for Taylor to introduce the fact that I'm having his baby.

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Once again, sorry if this book took a turn where you don't like it.

I never wrote these before so I thought it would be cool. And it's more realistic bc Shawn is a gurl so what's guuud.

And since I haven't written this since possibly November, things might be different but I'm sure I still have their facts right.

Chapter reminds me of Louis HAHAHAHA he did confess today anyways

Bye. Sorry again.

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