Unexpected Arrival 3: Resilience (The Trilogy )(August Alsina Love Story)

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Chanel......,

It's obvious that August and I aren't exactly talking anymore. What is obvious is the tattoo on my left hand. The tattoo for my baby, Aaron Khamali August.

He wouldve been three this year. He could have been five. He should have been five but couldn't be five because I couldn't carry him out full term.

Everyday I still sulk I'm this sadness. I haven't spoken to anybody. The only time I speak is to my children when they're home with me.

They're hearts of joy fill my heart up everytime I hear their voices, or every time they say , "Mommy I love you." And when they're gone to live with August for the week ends and sometimes week days my heart breaks all over again.

Because yet again, I have noone.

Ava walked up to me slowly. "Mommy, why does your face look like that...?"

He voice knocked me out of my trance and I immediately put on a fake smile like I had been doing all these past five years.

She looked up at Mr not believing the mask of fake emotion I had on.

I can honestly say Cam and Ava they read me too easily. They're both like their fathers. They just see right through me and I hate it. Because I know they could sense my unhappiness and I hate it so much.

I sighed. "Baby I just need a hug." She nodded looking sad that I was hurting.

It didn't take long for her to wrap her arms around me for a long while. "Mommy you know I love you, right?"

"Yes, baby I know." I wiped my tears before they began to fall and sniffed.

Like I said, I did not want my kids seeing me this way. She smiled at me and my heart jumped at the beautiful smile.

I swear my kids were the only things that kept me going in life. Someone knocked on the door and I sighed.

"Go get the door baby." A moment later I heard her scream. "Daddddddddy!"

I laughed at the sound of her voice when she screamed. She came back to me with the biggest smile on her face. "Mommy, my daddy's here."

I laughed and waved at Chris. Til this point he still flirts with me and wants me but I just can't bring myself to do it because Aaron is just stuck on replay.

He waltzed over and hugged me closely his hands squeezing on my ass.

"Chris...." I gasped and he smirked and kissed my lips.

"Wassup babymomma." Ava eyes lit up quickly.

I looked down at her. "So yoy guys are together again?" She jumped up happily.

"No Ava...." I sighed. Chris looked at her seeing the happiness fade from her eyes.

He then glared at me. "Really?"

I looked down at his chest. Ava's eyes filled with tears and my heart stopped.

I pushed Chris off of me and bent down to her level. "Baby girl don't cry. Okay? Daddy and I might be getting back together soon, just not right now. Alright? So stop crying. Pretty girls don't cry."

I sighed and kissed her forehead as she thrusted herself into my arms and stopped crying.

"Okay Mommy." I sighed and kissed her forehead before smoothing down her long hair.

Jesus. I'm starting to think these kids want too much from me. Cam came downstairs and saw Chris.

"Hi, pops." He called Chris pops but never Dad or Daddy like he called his own father.