Broken (BoyxBoy) Muke af

Chapter 3

I opened the the little black box to find the one thing that takes away the pain. A shiny, silver, sharp piece of metal. I picked it up out of the box and walked over to my bathtub and sat down. I stare at my wrist as all the thoughts and memory's run through my head. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of constantly feeling like shit and not wanted. I'm worthless and seem to fuck everything up. No matter how hard I try. My fathers always making me feel like shit. Always making fun of me, mocking me, hitting me, judging me, telling me how worthless I am. I'm just tired of it. I try so damn hard to do things right but always do it wrong. Hell I even tried to be straight and dated a girl for a month. But no matter what I do to try to make him happy, he still hates me. I'm finally going to do something right...
(TRIGGER WARNING)
I slide the blade across my wrist, blood begins to appear. I begin counting how many times I slide it across my wrist, 1,2,3,4,5 and after I hit 20 I went to the top of my wrist and turned the blade vertically. Just one cut and it will either be over or I'll pass out for a while. I slowly start pushing it into my skin. But the sound of my phone stops me. I look at it and see Michaels face appear on the screen. Maybe it's a sign. I wipe my tears away and take a deep breath. I pick it up with my other hand and answer.
Hello?
Hey! I was calling to see if you wanted to go to IHOP. I know this is totally random but I'm hungry. I will also drive and pay!
I stop to think for a minute. I have my friends and that's about it. Well other than my mom. If I did this I would just make things worse. I can't do this to myself.. Not today at least.
Um, sure just give me 10 minutes and I'll be over.
Yay!!! I'll see you then.
He hung up the phone. I looked at my arm the blood was still dripping. I stood up and walked over to the sink and turned on the water. As I ran my arm through it all I felt was a stinging pain. I deserved it. I put foundation over my eye in hopes of no one noticing that it was black and purple. After I put it on I went into my room and grabbed my pink sweater and put it on. I found my black vans and decided to wear that along with my pink daisy flower crown and black skinnys as usual. I looked out my window and noticed that once again my dad has went out to get drunk and come home to be a dick. It was 8:30. So, I walked downstairs and saw my mom standing in the kitchen. " Honey I'm so sorry he said those things to you!" She said as soon as she noticed me. "It's okay mum." It really wasn't but I don't want to make things worse on her "I was wondering if I could go to IHOP with my friend Michael?He literally lives right across the street" "Sure! Do you think you could possibly spend the night there? I think it's best if you just stay away from your dad for a while" I looked at my phone and quickly texted Michael to ask him. Thankfully he said yes. I gave my mother a hug and walked over to Michaels house. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door.
Michaels POV~
I was upstairs in my room getting ready and decided to wear a Green Day, black skinnys, and black combat boots. I looked in the mirror and fixed my hair... Kinda. I heard a knocking on the door. Luke must be here. I quickly grab my phone and wallet off my nightstand and run downstairs. I open the door and Luke's standing there. He looks amazingly cute. His hair is perfectly quifed and has a adorable pink flower crown placed on it. He's wearing a pink sweater and is making sweater paws. Holy shit. Literally cuteness overload.
"Hey!" His voice was so soft and innocent. "You look so adorable" he started to blush and covered his face. "Your looking mighty fine as always" he told me as he looked at me while biting his lip. That was literally the sexiest thing I've ever seen. " Don't do that" "Do what?" He asked in curiosity but I could tell he knew exactly what I was talking about. He smiled and grabbed my hand " Come on I'm ready for some pancakes!" He said in excitement. God he was so damn perfect.
It took us 10 minutes of arguing about who was hotter Matthew Lush or Nick Laws in the car until we arrived. We sat down and examined the menu we both decided to get create a face chocolate chip pancakes. We talked about bands and Pretty Little Liars. And plenty of random stuff. When are pancakes came they brought out Whipped Cream, Strawberries, Blueberries, bananas and Cherries plus lots of flavored syrup. Luke and I decided to make each other on our pancakes. I put blueberries for his eyes, bananas for his hair ( I squished them up with the fork to make it look more like a quiff), cherry for his nose, and whipped cream for his mouth. When he finished mine I noticed that he used grape purple syrup for my hair, cherries for my eyes, a strawberry for my nose and a banana for my mouth. It was very creative.
        " It's adorable like you" he smiled as he showed me. I laughed "Your so cheesy" " I know"
We finished our delightful pancakes and left.
       " Hey Mikey" I blushed at how he called me that. "Yes, Lukey" he looked at me "Can we stop at a tattoo shop?" I looked over at him "Why?" A smile grew on his face "You'll see". We drove to the nearest tattoo shop and went in. Luke walked over to the man and whispered something in his ear. "Wait right here, I'll be back in 7" oh god I just met this kid and he's already wanting to kill me.. He's probably going back there to get some kind of weapon! I mean we are at a tattoo shop where big creepy strong men work. Nah I'm just over reacting..... I hope. This is why I don't make friends. People are crazy nowadays.
      "Hey!" I looked up at the sound of Luke's voice "Hey. HOLY SHIT" his lip was pierced and omg it was sexy as fuck. " Do you like it?" He asked me while giggling "Its hella sexy, you look so punk rock now!" He laughed. He walked over to the man and paid him.
          We arrived to my house. "Are your parents home?" "Nah, I live alone" he seemed surprised "Seriously?" I laughed " Yeah, my parents are filthy rich. But, my mom lives on the next the street over" he just looked at me. "That explains why you are driving a 2015 Mercedes." We went inside and played Fifa and watched Mean Girls. Luke knew every word of it oddly. "Ok, now I can sleep on the couch and you can sleep in my bed, if you want" I told him as I noticed him yawning. "Or we can sleep together and cuddle" damn I like the way he thinks. I picked him up "omg omg put me down Mikey!" I laughed and carried him upstairs as he was kicking and screaming I laid him on my bed "YOU COULD OF KILLED ME!" " Well at least you would've died in my arms" he burst out laughing. "Can I borrow a pair of bed pants?" He asked I grabbed a pair and threw them at him. "Thanks babe" he smiled then bit his lip. "FUCK" I fell to the floor dying of laughter " You should know not to do that after you JUST got your lip pierced!" I stood up and turned off the lights then jumped on my bed Luke was still a laughing mess. His laugh was so soft and cute. When he finally stopped he wrapped his arms around me and laid his head in my chest. He was just so damn perfect. I watched as he fell asleep. I slowly drifted off to sleep to.
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