For The Love Of Niall: Niam

Chapter 12: Something To Count On

Author's Note: Thanks for helping this story reach 6,000 views, so far :). A new character has been introduced (Daniel Sharman). That's his picture on the right. For those who watch Teen Wolf, then you're familiar with him; but he won't exactly be playing himself, just keeping his name. I hope you enjoy x

Liam had a moment of weakness, allowing his jealousy to overtake him. He couldn't possibly blame it on anything else, seeing as it was their best friend that Niall was helping out. A moment alone with Niall was much too complex to ask for, unless they decided to leave the house, for the day. It was their only way of escaping the rest of the lads' problems, not feeling so suffocated and stressed by all the yelling, fighting, and crying. It wasn't that Liam wasn't open to helping the others and giving them advice, but he wanted a moment to actually do something that he enjoyed and be around someone who brought positivity. Since they arrived, there had been nothing but drama, yet Niall was his sweet escape. As more days went by, the others were continuously coming to them, knocking on their door one by one, wanting to use their room and bed for comfort. Niall was too kind-hearted and nurturing, at times, to simply deny Harry, Louis, and Zayn. Now, with Zayn gone and Harry having his mind made up about who he wanted to be with, or who he thought he wanted to be with, Louis needed a friend more than ever. Liam felt as though Louis was receiving all of Niall's attention, slowly taking his boyfriend away from him. He tried not to think about such things because it was he who Niall was cuddled up to, at the end of the day; but all of that seemed to have been slipping away.

Still, Liam knew it was wrong of him to deny Niall's affection, the night before. He would always be short of one kiss and he wouldn't blame Niall, if the blond started to trust him a little less - or not trust him at all. He turned his back on him, when everything else was going wrong and Niall hadn't done anything wrong, but cared for someone. Who was Liam to take that away? So, he woke up the following morning, cuddling as close as possible to Niall and running his delicate hands through the blond hair. Louis was no longer in their bed, but back in his room, hidden underneath the comforters. Liam couldn't imagine a life without Niall, especially not now. They had came so far in such a short amount of time and he had went through enough stress and heartache trying to get Niall to see that he loved him. Now, they were together and, living in the world they lived in, he could possibly lose him just as quickly. It was the last thing he would hope for, if not at all. Liam just watched him sleep, Niall's delicate features calm, mouth slightly gaped open. He was pure, in a sense, filled with a happiness and positivity that was able to rub off on others. Maybe he was brought into the world for that reason. He had already managed to make Liam the happiest guy alive, so maybe everyone should be able to experience that joyous feeling. Liam couldn't be selfish, especially if his best mates were in need of a little hug and comfort.

"Ni?" Liam mumbled in his ear, peppering kisses along his jaw and earlobe. Niall mumbled something incoherent, still caught up in his dream state. He turned to his side, burying his face against Liam's chest and clutching his shirt as tightly as possible. Liam smiled, laughing lightly as the gesture. He wasn't the easiest to wake up, but he was always in a good mood when he did. Liam was thinking of doing something for his boyfriend today, including Louis as well. It was more-so for Louis, hoping it would help take his mind off of other things. He felt a little bad for not thinking of inviting Harry, but in order to disregard any drama or out-lashes, he felt Louis would need the day out a lot more. It wasn't healthy for him to stay locked in his room soaking and thinking of all the possible ways to end the pain he felt in his heart. Liam had been there before, locked his bedroom or any hotel room they stayed up, thinking of things that would serve as a remedy to heal a broken heart, thinking of ways to end the stress and sleepless nights. Since those were things all humans faced, he knew there was only one solution and one way out; but he could never find the strength because he chose to live a life with Niall being it, whether he ever confessed his feelings or not. There was no telling just how far the heartbreak would push Louis. He had only been facing the early stages and the moment he has to face Zayn again and see Harry by Zayn's side, hell was bound to break loose.