Sometimes I think in the third wheel. My friends sit together sharing earbuds while I'm just there doing nothing.
We do that don't get me wrong but it's only if the other person isn't there. They sit there and laugh I don't know if I should or not.
They give me a look probably saying 'you should be laughing'.
But I can't. Because I don't know what they're laughing at.
I'm writing this with them next to me doing that they do, laughing, listening to music.
I feel alone.
They really don't know how much it hurts. It makes me feel alone.
I don't want to be alone......
