Why? That question lingers in my mind all day. Why do I have to be put in this situation. Many of my so called "friends" shame me for what I do and my actions they know I do. I just want to cry, because it shows weakness and it usually causes a scene and everyone is crowes around me. My mom wonders why I don't talk about my feelings, if I do the "friends" will make me feel bad for feeling that.
I forget things. They shoot me down. "Wow, why don't you know that,your such a bad friend"
"I liked the old you"
"Cut yourself emo"
"No one loves you"
I don't sat anything, not wanting them to mentally scar me again. I don't want to loose them but they look and act like they don't need me. I'm better off dead.
They just keep doing it. I don't know what to do anymore.
