What if

Part 8

"Wow Meredith you sound just like your mother." That sentence ran through my head and I realized he was right I am turning into my mom once he says this I storm out with tears in my and ran into a on call room and started to cry and all of a sudden I hear the door open and I see Derek with these sad eyes saying that he was sorry and that he never should of said that but I knew in that moment he meant it. I told Derek to leave and he left with tears in his eyes but at this moment I couldn't care I would rather not be on this earth my children god I will raise them just like my mom raised me i should leave. So that night I went home while Derek was still in surgery I packed all my clothes and bought a plane ticket to Zurich and left a note saying that I was leaving and never coming back because I was like my mom and I would raise my kids the way she raised me so I have to leave I love you Derek but I can't do this anymore good bye.

Derek read this in his head over and over thinking how could he let his anger get this far to the point where she left me oh my god Meredith is gone and it's all my fault how will I tell everyone how will I tell my kids.

Two years later

Meredith went Zurich for a year and is now living in France and is a drunk cold as stone person just like Derek said she was. if only Derek could see me now she thought then he would know how much like my mother I really am.

In Seattle

Derek never fell in love again and has been trying to track down Meredith for a year now because she left Cristina in Zurich and after that Derek never got any calls from Cristina sense she left and that hurt Derek not knowing how she was. Zola is in middle school and has decided that when she gets out of high school she will go live with her mom because she is the only person in Seattle that still talks to her mom.

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That's the end let me know if you think it was good.

Have a good day/night loves!