I am unrelenting
left for them
they will be the ones that take me there
across that golden lake
I will be spared
what would it be like had I survived
would it be like the glistening light bathing me now
or would it be like my own personal hell
can I not know, not comprehend
yet
I wait for you here on the balcony way
for you
for you to come see how perfect my new life can be
with you not drowning in your own pool of sorrow for me
with you here
it will be
better than it could be
you and me
