Badly Broken {A Nick Matthews Story}

Rehersal

{Juliet}

"Yeah..So who's this?" Angelo asked with his arms crossed.

"This is Tommy our guitarist and Danny is my boyfriend/Drummer." I said.

"Drummer?" Angelo said

"Yup..Drummer. And Octavia is our Bassist and I'm vocals and lead guitar." I added.

"Let's go" I said then everyone went downstairs.

I put my guitar around me and plugged it up to the amp.

"You guys ready?" I asked

"Yup! And now!" Octavia said

I started playing Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you,
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of truth in your lie.
When everything seems like the movies,
Yeah, you bleed just to know your alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am."

[The Whole Band Singing]

"And I don't... [x2]

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
[x2]

I just want you to know who I am,
I just want you to know..."

I stopped singing and the whole band knew that I hated that song so I took my guitar off and sat it aside and stormed to my room.

{Octavia}

We were done and tears fell down Juliet's face and she stormed upstairs.

"Guys, I told you it was a bad idea to do this song." I said while sitting my bass a side.

"Why? You guys were amazing!" Chris said

"Juliet hates this song, it gives her flash backs and I can't say anymore." I said and ran upstairs to get her.
I walked to her room with Angelo.

"Julie, it's me Tavia and Ange" I said while knocking on the door.
I opened the door and she was laid down on her bed facing the wall.

"I know how much you hate that song but it's the only one we could find." I said trying to calm her down.

"There's Morticians Daughter by BVB,City Lights by MIW and Kissing in Cars,Bulletproof love by PTV" she said.

"I know..I'm sorry." I said and hugged her.

I looked at Ange and motioned my head to come over here and comfort her.

"Can I talk to Julie for a minute?" He asked me.
I nodded my head and left the room.

{Angelo}

"Can I talk to Julie for a minute?" I asked Octavia.
She nodded her head and left.

"You know that I'm here for you now, you can tell me anything if you need to get some stuff off of your chest." I said and put my hand on her shoulder.

"That's what big brothers are here for" I said then she looked up and me and smiled a bit.

"Why don't you like that song?" I asked her.

"It's a stupid reason not to like the song." She said

"Just tell me, I don't care if it's stupid or not. I'm here to help you."

"This was me and my ex favorite song of all time. He sang it to me,played it, and we loved the song. He proposed to me while playing this song and I loved him so I said yes. We bought a house and moved in with each other. So the day before our wedding, I got home from work and I heard this song playing in our room, so I walked in and he was cheating on me with another girl...a-an-" I cut her off before she started crying.

"You don't have to tell me the rest, I got it" I said and hugged her tight. She hugged me back.

"You don't know how much I'm fan girling inside." She said with a giggle then she wiped her tears.

"Let's go back down stairs." I suggested then we went back down stairs to the basement.

"You okay?" Danny asked while walking up to her.

{Juliet}

"You okay?" Danny asked while walking up to me and giving me a hug.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said and kissed his cheek.
I put my guitar strap around my neck.

"You guys ready to play another song?" I asked
I looked at Octavia and smirked. She already knew what song I wanted to play.
We all started and a huge smile grew soon all of the guys faces.

"If I cut off my hand and gave it to you
Would you hold it then? (You're throwing up, throwing up you can't breathe)
She's going to lock me in a cold dark cellar room
It won't be easy to escape

This love I sealed it with a kiss
This love has long been over
You're so evil in your own little way
It's so hard to believe you

She whispered in his ear
Please darling don't be scared
I want you to bleed with me.
A brilliant suicide
From you is all I want
And we'll fall into the sea.

It's about time I expose you,
You and the piece of shit you call a fucking heart
There's just one thing wrong my love.
I wouldn't trust you with my life.

And this kiss tastes like a hand grenade
The pin is pulled out and thrown away

My heart is a time bomb
Only seconds to go
Self-destructing as my chest explodes

My heart is a time bomb
Only seconds to go
Self destructing as my chest explodes
My heart is a time bomb
And I thought that you should know
You're killing me quickly but it feels so slow

The sound of you screaming is like music to my ears!"

"She Screams Also?!" Angelo said while giving me a hug.

"Mom! You never told me that she screams!! She was amazing!!!" Angelo said while pulling away.

Chris hugged Octavia and she squealed/screamed.
Chris pulled away very fast and looked at her.
"I'm sorry! I just got excited!! Hug me again!!!" She said and hugged Chris.
Chris laughed a little and smiled.

"She seems girly but if you give her a mic and guitar, she's not daddy's little angel." Josh said and smirked. His eyes met mine and I couldn't stop staring.
I blushed and giggled a little.
Danny came in front of me and kissed me. He depended the kiss and I pulled away.

"Not right here, my mom and brother is here." I said and smiled a little.
He nodded his head and walked back to his drums.
Did Danny get jealous of Josh?

"You guys hungry?" My mom asked us.

"Starving" Angelo and I said at the same time then we looked at each other and laughed.
We all went upstairs and ate. Danny,Josh,and I were the first ones done so we waited in the living room for everyone.