Badly Broken {A Nick Matthews Story}

Cuddly-Wuddly

{Juliet}

After  about 20 minutes or so,I began to get sleepy but I didn't want to fall asleep.
My eyelids felt so heavy so I could help but to close them.
I laid my head down on Octavia's shoulder and fell a sleep.

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My heart started to race and everything was black.
I couldn't open my eyes.
I tried to calm down but my heart kept on racing.
I finally opened my eyes and I was in my room.

I was having an anxiety attack.

"H-Help...Octavia!" I shouted.

My heart raced even more and I didn't know what to do.
My legs felt weak and my arms shook like if there was an earthquake right beneath my feet.
It felt as if I could feel my heart pounding in my throat.

"O-Octavia!" I shouted again.
Tears ran down my face like streams then the door opened and it was Josh. He had a half empty water bottle in his hand also.

"J-Josh..." I said.
I couldn't talk.

"What happened?" He asked.

"I-I need my m-medicine" I said.

"I-I can't move"

"Where's your medicine?"

"I-In my bathroom...I-In the right h-hand d-drawer..." I managed to get out of my mouth.
Josh ran to my bathroom and grabbed my medicine.

"How many are you supposed to take?"

"2"

Josh grabbed 2 pink pills and put them in my mouth.
He gave me some water from his water bottle that he had.

"It's okay, I don't leave back wash" he joked and smiled a bit.

I smiled faintly and wiped my eyes off with the sleeve of my sweater.

"Thanks" I said.

"No problem"

"You can't tell anyone about this..." I said.

"about what?"

"M-My anxiety attack.."

"Why not? It's really important."

"Nothing is important about me,so stop..."

"What are you talking about? You are important, you're important to Ange,your mom,Octavia...even me and I don't know you that much. Everyone is important for something or someone and that's why we're on this planet and that's why you need to stop telling yourself that."

He got up and walked towards the door.

"J-Josh?"

He stopped and turned around.

"Yeah?"

"Can you stay with me for a bit? I can't go back to sleep" I said while looking down and playing with my sleeves.