Badly Broken {A Nick Matthews Story}

Where Is She?

We all spent two hours looking for Octavia and she was no where to be found.
I went with Ashley from NYD to look for her.

"I'm gonna fucking kill Ricky if we don't find her and I'm gonna fucking Kill Octavia when we find her" I said.

"We'll find her, don't worry. I never known that Ricky could be capable of cheating, he never seemed like a cheater." She said calmly.

"Me neither"

We saw something move from the side of us and it scared us so we screamed.

"What the hell was that?!" She shouted.
I stepped closer to it and I realized it was Octavia.

"Octavia!" I shouted.
I held her up but she was bleeding from her head and she opened her eyes slowly.
Words slurred out of her mouth.

"Y-You...I know yo-"
She laughed then she fell back.
She was drunk off her feet.

"She's drunk" Ash said.

"We need to get her back to the bus"
We both held each side of her arms and carried her to the venue.

"They Found Her!" Chris yelled.

Matt from BFMV ran over.

"Is she okay? Oh my fuck! She's bleeding!" He ran to get a towel and water bottle.

"I'm Killing Loneliness with you! I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb!" She sang.
She laughed then pulled away from us.

"I got this...I know how to walk" she slurred.
She took a step forward then fell on her face.
Thank god we're walking on grass.

"Are you okay?!" Ash said very quickly.

"I-I'm fine" Octavia slurred.
We both picked her up then Matt came back with a towel and water bottle.
He cleaned up the blood from her head then he smiled at her.

"Holy Satan shit! You're fucking hot!" She said.

Matt chuckled and my eyes widened.

"Thanks" Matt chuckled again.

"Is she drunk?" Matt asked us.
I nodded my head then he chuckled even more.

"I'll go tell the guys she's okay" he walked off.
Ash and I looked at each other and laughed.
I looked up and saw Ricky walking towards us.
He stopped 2 feet in front of me.

"Get the hell away from her Ricky! You're the one who caused this!" I snapped.
He frowned then walked away.
Ash laughed a little.

We carried Octavia onto the bus and sat her on the couch.

"I'm sleepy and I feel like I'm gonna puke...elf's are real,right?" She said.
Ash and I laughed at her.

"Yeah,they're real"

"How do you know?" Octavia asked.

"Because I am one"

"Really?! My best friend is an Elf?!"

I laughed even harder.

"The government can go fuck themselves! We all know that aliens exist!! I saw one before! In fact, I'm sitting right in front of one!" She slurred.
The guys started laughing.
Then I rolled my eyes.

"Wait..you can't be an alien...you said you're an elf" Octavia slurred.

"Okay,enough talking and go to sleep" Chris chuckled.

"Listen you walking tree, you-you no tell me what to do...okay?!" She slurred.
Ricky chuckled a little at what she said.

"What are you laughing at? You shouldn't be laughing at all! You cheated and no-now look what happened...you fucking dick hole" Octavia said.

"I actually thought you loved me, but I guess not because Octavia is always wrong about her lovers! She always fucks up to the point that they leave her for another whore or cheat on her! Do you know how long I've loved you? Since you joined the fucking band! But I guess you just wanna play with my heart...good fucking night, I'm going to bed..or bunk, what ever the fuck!" Octavia slurred.
Ash and I walked her to her bunk and she fell asleep.

I looked at Ash and she shrugged her shoulders.

"I'm gonna head to my bus and tell the guys that she's alright,see you tomorrow" she said while walking out.

I walked out of the bunks and sat down next to Josh.

"Is she okay?" Chris asked.

"Yeah,she's fine...but heartbroken...and drunk" I said.

"Do I really look like a tree?" He asked me.
I chuckled a little and shook my head no.

"Ricky,I'm sorry for going off on you earlier but that's my best friend and it hurts me to see her like that so I'm still gonna kick your ass no matter what"

"Thanks,I deserve an ass kicking" he chuckled.

I smiled and shook my head.
I looked over at Josh and he looked upset.

"What's up?" I asked him

"None of your business" he snapped.

"Well damn,sorry for asking" I threw both of my hands up in surrender.
He took his phone out and started looking through Twitter.

I pulled my phone out and texted him.

Why are you mad?-Juliet

Because..-Josh

I'm your friend and I wanna know what's up,if it's personal then I understand-Juliet

It's not personal-Josh

Then?!..-Juliet

Right now is not a good time-Josh

Okay,don't be a sourpuss-Juliet

Josh chuckled a little at my text then I looked over and smiled at him a little.

"You know you guys are sitting next to each other,you could easily talk" Angelo said.

"We know that.." I said.
Josh got up then he went to his bunk.

"What's up with Balz?" Ryan asked.
I shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't know,he doesn't want to tell me" I said.

"I know what's wrong with him" Ricky blurted out.

"I'm not supposed to say anything because I promised but I want to tell you guys but I can't but it has to do something with a girl...that's all."

"A girl?...did he have a girlfriend and she broke up with him?" Chris asked.
Ricky shook his head.

"Is he falling for a girl?" Angelo said.

Ricky nodded his head.

"Who?" I asked.
Everyone looked at me.

"What?..I'm just asking" I said

"Why are you so concerned?" Ricky teased.

"Because he's my friend and I wanna help him"

"Sure...isn't that what they all say?" Ricky said.

"Okay, whatever."  I rolled my eyes.